picture perfect girl..

i`m just a girl, you`re just a boy. this is my heart, it`s not a toy. So what`s with you playing with my mind? we used to be cool, this used to be love. now it`s become something like a job. like it or not, maybe things were changing right before our eyes. i tried to be your picture perfect girl. but you were in your own fantasy. trying to control me like some kind of barbie. but that just isn`t me. because i`m not a doll. this isn`t a dollhouse. you`re way to old to be putting me down like this, and playing around like this. no, i could never be stuck living life like this behind these four walls. i`m not a doll. you called the shots right down to my shoes. i liked what you liked because you told me to. and i don`t think that you could even tell. i fell out of love but it never showed. i gave up on us so long ago. but you`ll never know. baby don`t pretend like you know me so well. i`ll never be made of plastic. so glad that my heart`s elastic. no matter what you do, i`ll bounce back off of you. cut me, but i`m not bleeding. i come with imperfections. epitome of perfection. if you can`t understand loveing the way i am, then you`re no good for me. So glad i kept my receipt.

you guys might not know this, but i consider myself a bit of a loner. i tend to think of myself as a one-man wolf pack. but when i met ash, i knew she was one of my own. and my wolf pack... it grew by one. so there... there were two of us in the wolf pack... i was alone first in the pack, and then asg joined in later. And six months ago, when ash introduced me to taylur and halie i thought, "wait a second, could it be?" and now i know for sure, i just added two more to my wolf pack. four of us wolves, running around the desert together, in Las Vegas, looking for strippers and cocaine. so tonight, i make a toast!

^halie                           ^kylee            ashley^                    taylur^

if you only knew, i`m hanging by a thread.

if you only knew, i`d sacrifice my beating heart before i lose you.
i still hold onto the letters you gave me.
i can`t sleep without you next to me, i toss and turn like the sea.
if i drown tonight bring me back to life, breathe your breath in me.
the only thing that i still believe in is in you, if you only knew.
if you only knew how many times i counted, all the words that went wrong.
if you only knew how i refuse to let you go, even when you`re gone.
i don`t regret any days i spent, the nights we shared, and the letters i sent.
if you only knew i still hold onto your letters, you help me live and learn.
the only thing that i still believe in is you, i still believe in you.

Amour

it isn`t easy being so in love with you, and not being able to spend every minute with you. there are times when i`d give anything just to be able to look into your eyes, or hold you even for a few more minutes. i always feel incomplete like a part of me is missing when we`re not together. so don`t forget that i love you, that i`m thinking of you, and that i`m counting every minute until we`re together again. once you love someone that bond can never be broken. no matter what happens you`ll always have a place for them in your heart. no matter what happens you`ll never forget them. people search their whole lives for love, and once you have it you do everything in your power to never let it go. so when i tell you i love you, i don`t say it out of habit or to make conversation. i say it to remind you that you`re the best thing that ever happened to me.

GNO

- "k on three! one.. two.." *opens* .. *quickly shuts* "DID I SAY 3!?"
- are you moising those?
- "that floor was really sticky.."
"sorry i just came, i told you he made me moise!"
- mr. potatoe chip
- "oo work it baby, awe yeahh.."
"what`s that hun?"
"ohh nothingg! you lookin good cookin those pancakes!"
"what are you doing?"
"..ohh just on facebook..."
- let`s stare! yeahh that`s right you drive away! i`ll bright you! that`s the only thing i can do, is bright them.
- my daddy said dont.. put things in my mouth.
- i look like kanye, but white!
- hide-n-go-penis

when i look at you.

everybody needs inspiration, everybody needs a soul. a beautiful melody when the night`s so long, cause there`s no guarantee that this life is easy. when my world is falling apart, when there`s no light to break up the dark. that`s when i look at you. when the waves are flooding the shore and i can`t find my way home anymore, that`s when i look at you. when i look at you i see the truth, you love me for who i am. like the stars hold the moon, right there where they belong. you appear just like a dream to me, just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me. when the waves are flooding the shore, and i can`t find my way home anymore. that`s when i look at you

the best deception

i heard about your trip, i heard about your souveneirs. i heard about the cool breeze in the cool night, and the cool girls that you spent them with. i guess i should have heard of them from you. well don`t you see that the charade is over, and all the "best deceptions" and the "clever cover story" awards goto you. so kiss me hard, cuz this will be the last time that i`ll let you. you will be back someday, and this awkward kiss that tells of other people`s lips will be service to giving you away. i heard about your regrets, i heard that you were feeling sorry. i heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us. well i guess i should have heard of that from you. ignoring the phone, i`d rather say nothing. i`d rather you`d never hear my voice. you`re calling too late, too late to be gracious. you`re calling too late.

kisss and telll

listen to yourself, you`re a hot mess. stuttering through your words, breaking a sweat. what`s it gunna take to confess what we both know? you went outta town for a week and you were feeling like a pimp around your friends. now your party`s gunna end. you got a secret, you couldn`t keep it. somebody leaked it, and now some shit`s about to go down. never thought that you would be the one acting like a slut when you were gone. maybe you shouldn`t kiss and tell. you really should`ve kept it in your pants, hearing dirty stories from your friends. maybe you shouldn`t kiss and tell. you`re looking like a tool, not a baller. you`re acting like a chick so why bother? i can find someone way better. cuz on top of all the ways that you messed up, you weren`t smart enough to keep your mouth shut. i`m so sick of it, i`ve had enough

i got your back boy.

we were high and we were low, but i promise i will never let you go. i got your back boy, you know i got your back. keep it lookin good for ya, if you don`t already know; i got your back boy. it`s whatever you want, you don`t have to ask. your pleasure is my purpose, pleasure to be at your service. better days or for worse, i still got your back that`s forsure. no matter what may occur in life, everyday with you is like a plus. i`mma love you til` you say that`s enough. let us toast to the future, here`s to us. they wonder how we do what we do, stuck to your side like glue; be by your side whatever you`re gunna do. just wanna let you know that i appreciate everything you do for me on a day to day. and i know i don`t show you all the time, but i`m lucky that you`re mine. sure enough people hate on us, still i`m gunna keep you by my side. in whatever situation we`re gunna ride, that`s no lie. i know what i got with you and i won`t ever leave you,

all them boys best believe that

i can`t breathe without you

i see your face in my mind as you drive away, cuz none of us expected it so fast this way. it`s killing me to see you go after all this time, i don`t know what to be without you around. and we know it`s never simple never easy, no one`s here to save me. you`re the only thing i know like the back of my hand. and i can`t breathe without you, but i have to. and we know it`s never simple never easy, i hope you know this isn`t easy for me.

i`m aimin` right at you!

we touch i feel a rush, we clutch it isn`t much. but it`s enough to make me wonder what`s in store for us, it`s lust, it`s torturous. you must be a sorceress, cuz you just did the impossible. gained my trust. don`t play games it`ll be dangerous if you fuck me over, cuz if i get burnt i`mma show you what it`s like to hurt. cuz i`ve been treated like dirt before you, and love is evil. spell it backwards, i`ll show ya. it`s like an explosion everytime i hold you, i wasn`t joking when i told you that you take my breath away. you`re a supernova. and i`m a space-bound rocketship and your heart`s the moon, and i`m aimin right at you. 250,000 miles on a clear night in june, and i`m aimin right at you. i`ll do whatever it takes, when i`m with you i get the shakes. my body aches when i ain`t with you i have zero strength. there`s no limit on how far i would go, no boundaries no lengths. promise me if i cave in a break and leave myself open that i won`t be makin a mistake. so after 2 years and 8 months i may no longer be what you want, but i love you so much it hurts, never mistreated you once. i`ll pour my heart out to you, let down my guard. swear to god i`ll blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms. drop to my knees and i`m pleadin. i`m tryin to stop you from leavin, you won`t even listen so fuck it. i`m tryin to stop you from breathin. i put both hands on your throat, i sit on top of you, squeezin til` i snap your neck like a popsicle stick. ain`t a possible reason i can think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live. tears stream down both of my cheeks, then i let you go and just give. and before i put that gun to my temple i told you this.. "and i woulda did anything for you to show you how much i adored you. but it`s over now, it`s too late to save our love. just promise me you`ll think of me everytime you look up in the sky and see a star". i`m a space-bound rocketship and your heart`s the moon, and i`m aimin right at you

Stay..

well it`s good to hear your vioce, i hope you`re doing fine. and if you ever wonder, i`m lonely here tonight. lost here in this moment and time keeps slipping by, and if i could have just one wish i`d have you by my side. i miss you, i need you and i love you more than i did before. and if today i don`t see your face, nothing`s changed no one can take your place. it gets harder everyday, say you love me more than you did before. and i`m sorry it`s this way, but i`m coming home. and if you ask me i will stay, i will stay. well it try to love without you, the tears fall from my eyes. i`m alone and i feel empty. i look up at the stars hoping your doing the same. somehow i feel closer and i can hear you say "oh i miss you, oh i need you. and i love you more than i did before". i never want to lose you, and if i had to i would chose you. so stay, please always stay. you`re the one that i hold onto, cuz my heart would stop without you.

Our last song.

here we are mid-air off of the cliff, staring down at the end again. but then again, maybe we`re finally on the road that`s headed away from all your complaining of hearing the same song. but baby we`ll hear it when i`m gone. it`s time to turn on the last song. what if you wasted love, and our love in time disappeared? and the sad song ends up being the last song you`ll ever hear? it was ours but i`d do it again, holding hands with my friend again. but then again maybe we gave our all. a song we`ll never forget, maybe let them play it. maybe it`ll save the world. they`re gunna miss hearin` it when it`s gone. but it`s time to turn up the last song. what if we left ever moment that we could spare, and the perfect song ends up being the last song you`ll ever hear? you`ll never know when the song`s gunna play, the last song you hear is the one you made. the song was beautiful, that`s why i started singing it. but this song is our song, it`s playing til` the end. even if it`s the last song. what if you wasted love and our love, our time disappeared? and the perfect song ends up being the last song you`ll ever hear?

Gravity

gravity moves. when you see him, suddenly it's not the earth holding you here anymore. he does. and nothing matters more than him. and you would do anything for him, be anything for him... you become whatever he needs you to be, whether that's a protector, or a lover, or a friend..

who do you think you are?

no i can`t take one more step towards you, cause all that`s waiting is regret. and don`t you know i`m not your ghost anymore, you lost the love i loved the most. i learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time. and who do you think you are, running around leaving scars. collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart. you`re gunna catch a cold from all the ice inside your soul. so don`t come back for me, who do you think you are. i hear you`re asking all around if i`m anywhere to be found. but i have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms. it took so long just to feel alright, remembered how to put the back in the light in my eyes. i wish i would have missed the first time that we kissed, cause you broke all your promises. and now you`re back, you don`t get to get me back. who do you think you are

erase me

he said i don`t spend time like i really should, he said he don`t know me anymore. i think he hates me deep down, i know he does. he wants to erase me. a couple days no talking, i seen my baby. and this is what he tells me, he said.. i keep on running, keep on running and nothing works. i can`t get away from you. i keep on ducking, keep on ducking and nothing helps. i can`t stop missing you. it`s like im his new nightmare he ain`t escaping, it makes me feel a bit complete. knowing someone you love don`t feel the same about you, memories they soon delete. a couple weeks no talking, i seen my baby. i`ve missed him so damn much. "i wish we could start over", i told my baby. this what this dick tells me, he said.. i keep on running, keep on running and nothing works. i can`t get away from you. i keep on ducking, keep on ducking and nothing helps. i can`t stop missing you.

Superman..

i can love you like no one can, i can be your superman. just take my hand let`s fly away, i promise i`ll be there everyday. just close your eyes let`s start to fly, i`m gunna love you until i die. until the day of my death, till` my very last breath i`m gunna love you when no one`s left. i promise to love you from now until forever, oh para siempre. te prometo te voy a amar, hasta la muerte.

i like thattt ..

my body rocks a rythm, you beat my drum hard. i might just kick it, kick it. you wanna lick it, lick it. i love to stick it, stick it. from london to LA, yea that`s the ticket, ticket. come on and kiss it, kiss it. i like that. i like the gucci, gucci. i love the dollar bill, i love your pocket rocket. we live to shock it, shock it. i like the way you smile, i might just bite your lip. i see you talking, your hands are talking, talking. i like that. i like your dirty mind, mine`s on it all the time. oh let me shake it, shake it. i`ll polaroid it, shake it. i`m a graffiti girl, i wanna spray it, spray it. i like to throw the paint, you wanna throw the paint? i like that. i`m locking not hip hopping, you lace me up right. you`s getting tricky, tricky. you`re getting sticky, sticky. i love the money, money. i`m dripping, dripping gold. i like to disco baby, you wanna kiss now baby? you dressed to kill me, kill me. so if i die tonight, at least you`ll thrill me, thrill me. my body rocks a rythm, you beat my drum hard.

i like that.

butmyheart

so yes, i have been preoccupied. and it has made my mind wander. but my heart. that`s a fixed point. three months of riding the open waters couldn`t shake it. i`ll be damned if i let your insecurities shake it. my heart never left this boat. it never left you. as far as i can see, it`s not going to anytime soon.

reunited..

i like to see people reunited, i like to see people run to each other, i like the kissing and the crying, i like the impatience, the stories that the mouth can't tell fast enough, the ears that aren't big enough, the eyes that can`t take in all of the change, i like the hugging, the bringing together, the end of missing someone.

Just remember.

As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn`t supposed to let us down probably will. And you`ll have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it`s harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours. You`ll fight with your best friend and maybe even fall in love with them. You`ll blame a new love for things an old one did and you`ll cry because time is passing too fast and you`ll eventually lose someone close to you. So take too many pictures and laugh too much,  act like you`ve never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you`ll never get back.

You`re nothing short of my everything.

Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away. And all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then in silence I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart. I love you times infinity... plus one. You`re nothing short of my everthing.

I couldn`t sleep last night because I know that it`s over between us. I`m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I`ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that`s what you`ve given me. That`s what I hope to give to you forever.
-I love you.

Blood, Sweat, and Tears

Cinderella walked on broken glass. Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass. Belle fell in love with a hideous beast. Jasmine married a common thief. Ariel walked on land for love and life. Snow White barely escaped a knife. It was all about blood, sweat, and tears, because love, means facing your biggest fears♥

sometimes goodbyes are forever..

After a while, you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love. You`ll learn kisses don`t always mean something. Promises can be broken just as easily as they were made, and as hard as it is to believe, sometimes goodbyes are forever♥

and it`s like she`s my best friend..

We have know each other since we were born and we are still best friends . We have the kind of friendship where i can call her a whore and she can call me a bitch. And yeah we can act like idiots we laugh to hard and make complete fools of ourselves but we could care less. And when i trip she laughs at me when i run into walls she pushes me into another one. As we go on we remember all the times we`ve had together and as our lives change come whatever we will still be best friends. Our friendship isn`t one big thing, it`s a million little things put together and we are not just friends because we sit together at lunch, or talk on the phone; or have matching flip-flops' or can recite each others wardrode. We are bestfriends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across my face. When I look her in the eyes I know there`s no one I could ever trust more.

- - We are {t r u e} best friends.

I [ o n c e ] knew

You know life is worth the struggle when you look back on what you lost. and realized what you have now is way better. and at the end of the day faith is a funny thing. it turns up when you don`t really expect it. it`s like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. the castle, well, it may not be a castle. and it`s not so important happy ever after, just that it`s happy right now. see once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you. and once in a while people may even take your breath away. and as you go through life you`ll see there is so much that we don`t understand. and the only thing we know is things don`t always go the way we planned.

I`d be lost without you..

It took me awhile to figure it out, but i finally realized that i can`t be happy without you by my side. How am i supposed to breathe without you? It`s like when you`re not around all i can think about is you. Because I can`t unthink you, or unfeel your touch. I can`t unhear all the words and all the things that mean so much. I`m finding out it`s impossible to do. Baby, I don`t know what i would do, i`d be lost without you. You make me cry these happy tears. I want to stand out in a crowd for you. And even though i make mistakes, i`ll never break your heart :)

I`ll never give up on you..

Maybe i wasn`t asking you to love me. Maybe i was aking you to understand. Because for so long i`ve been hurt. And for so long you`ve ignored it. And maybe it is a bad timing, but maybe i don`t care. I`ve been here all along waiting, waiting for you to notice. Waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you`ve been waiting too. And you haven`t and maybe you never will or maybe you`re afraid to. But it still hurts just the same. And in the end, i`m the one that`s left broken. And when i lay down to sleep, i`m still the one crying. So screw the bad timing. I love you then like i love you now, like i probably always will...

love is fragile

Love is fragile. And we`re not always its best caretakers. Even the best of us make mistakes.. We just muddle through and do the best we can to hope this fragile thing survive by all odds

life doesn`t stop for anybody

I love the feeling after a good run. Or the feeling when my favorite song is on full blast in the car, driving through the country air. I like when my mom makes my favorite meal. I like traveling nowhere, getting lost, and then the best part, being found. I like being held by someone who means a lot to me, especially when I haven`t seem them in awhile. We always complain there isn`t enough time, or that these moments never come around enough. It`s true that we never stop growing old, and we mature faster than we`d like. But time is the essence of life, and it brings change and surprise. I like watching the people I care for get older, change, become who they`re supposed to be. Sometimes we all wish to go back, repeat a moment, or pause it forever. But we need change, even when we don`t want it. The cards are placed and time brings us closer to our destination. All the while as we travel through.. the things we love doing, the people we share our life with, that’s destiny.



We’re not supposed to end up anywhere.

We’re supposed to make the best of this journey

moving on..

there`s only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can`t handle the disappointment anymore. when things change, people change. and it doesn`t mean you forget the past, it simply means you try to move on and treasure the memories. letting go doesn`t mean giving up, it means accepting things that weren`t meant to be. there`s a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone, trying to fix everything, but it`s not giving up. you`ve got to do what`s right for you, even if it hurts.

Everything you need.

Listen, there`s one chance left to save us. I`m focused on my vow, it`s only you right here right now. I want to be with you nightly. Don`t take what i`m telling you lightly. Cause i like you, and you like me, so let`s not play around. Don`t you worry about them other guys. They don`t really mean a thing to me. I`m just trying to be what you deserve. Just trying to live a life. We should be together; Edward and Bella. Be by your side; Bonnie and Clyde. I give you everything because of who you are. I`ll put you in the spot-light, you`re a superstar. I`m just tryna tell you baby, that you`re the only one i need. We can do whatever you need. Fly wherever you`ve never been before. We can go to the store and buy you anything you want. So don`t worry about them other guys. They don`t really mean a thing to me. I`m just tryna be what you deserve.

Mess i`ve made.

Should`ve kissed you there. I should`ve held your face. I should`ve watched those eyes, instead of run in place. I should`ve called you out. I should`ve said your name. I should`ve turned around. I should`ve looked again. But now i`m staring at the mess I made. As you turn, you take your heart and walk away. Should`ve held my ground. I could`ve been redeemed for every second chance that changed its mind on me. I should`ve spoken up. I should`ve proudly claimed that my head`s to blame for all my hearts mistakes. And it`s, you.. And it`s falling down as you walk away.. And it`s on me now as you go.. Now i`m staring at this mess i`ve made.

You`re all I need.

I can`t hide my feelings inside. Baby, we`ve come so far. I know you see what i`ve put in it. So baby I give you my heart. I`ll do anything and everything to prove my love to you. We`re more than physical, we`re spiritual. Don`t nobody do me like you do. So, hold on to me. You`re all that I need. In time you will see no one`s gonna do me like you do. Stay with me, You`re all I need. Wrap myself inside your arms, because baby I feel safe with you. There`s no worries because baby we got each others backs. You`ll be my superman and always pretect me. I`ll disrespect you boy. You don`t have to think twice. I`ll never do you wrong. I`ll look into your eyes and see that everything you say, you mean. Don`t let a good thing pass you by. So hold on to me. You`re all that I need. In time you will see no one`s gonna do me like you do. Stay with me. You`r all I need.

Hurt.

Someone once told me that you have to choose. What you win or lose, you cant`t have everything. Don`t you take chances. You might feel the pain. Don`t love in vain, because love wont`t set you free. I could stand on the side and watch this life pass me by. So unhappy, but safe as could be. So what if it hurts me? What if I break down? What if this world just throws me off the edge? My feet run out of ground. I gotta find my place. I wanna hear my sound. Don`t care about all the pain in front of me, I`m just trying to be happy. Holding on tightly. Just can`t let go. Just trying to play my role. Slowly disappear. All these days I feel like they`re the same. Just different faces, different names. Get me outta here! I can`t stand by your side. So many terms that I can`t see. Like i`m a stranger on this road. But don`t say victim. Don`t say anything..

Wear my kiss.

I`m like tie around your neck. I make you look good in that. I`m like a watch around your wrist. Just wind me up and watch me tick tock tick. I`m just a pretty little thing. Get up make you wanna sing. I make you wanna buy a ring. I`m not trynna settle down. I just wanna play around boy. You want a temporary tattoo don`t you? You wanna wear my kiss all over your body. Once you try it on, you can`t live without it. You wanna wear my kiss all over your lips. I`m like your shoes you like to wear. Someone step on them and there`s gonna be a fight in here.. So show me off, parade me around. I`m like a the last piece on a mannequin, just take me down. You wanna pucker up, so less I hit the door. This kiss is lethal boy, there ain`t no where to go. Just ask about me, everyone knows. My lipstick, make up, steal the show. And when i`m not everybody hit the floor. My sexy thing is supposed to kill you. You wanna wear my kiss all over your body. Once you try it on, you can`t live without it. You wanna wear my kiss all over your lips. I promise you this, you wanna wear my kiss..

Kobe Bryant

He’s the best player in the game,it’s just that simple,there`s nothing that Kobe can’t do,he will defend your best player,he will shoot from the perimeter,he will get all in your mug,he will do whatever it takes,he is the most complete basketball player in the game today. Ball or not,he has an assassin mentality. I said this weeks,I said this when the trade went down,and I’ll repeat it again,who starvin more, for an NBA World Championship,more than Kobe Bryant? there is no one! this guy is HOLLYWOOD. What separates Kobe from the pack, more than Kobe Bryant? There is no one. Kobe doing work, two four on his shirt. He`s the greatest on the court. He`s going for the fourth ring like it was his first. It has to be the bling. Two four so nice. Kobe Bryant nikes, purple gold strings. Kobe in the game dunkin' on 'The Whole Team'. Basketball beast, crossover good, or turn around jumper, or just drive the lane, and dunk on dunkers. You know where its going. It`s going down yo. This is the Lake Show, I call him King Bryant, now let the crown show. Pass him the damn ball, he doesn`t need to pick at all. And don`t worry about his shot. He drops forty on your double team. Then he`ll drop 81 on the other team. You better guard him with caution. And watch, he`ll work you like an auction. There`s no such thing as exhaustion. No time for resting cause he don`t take breaks. He perfers the ball in three seconds. I bet he will win it all in three seconds. Please tell your defense don`t ever man to man with him, double team, triple team. Your defenders are sick of him. Literally step back and give him the thre. There ain`t no defending him. When they ask whose the best, the answer should be Kobe. He`s going for the ring! Who do they want? They want Kobe! What does he want? He wants the trophy, the victory and glory! No Shaq, no Robert Horry. Just give him the ball and he`ll take it all. Or he`ll probably be dishing it to Gasol, or give it to D Fish on the wing. Or perhaps just let Ariza do his thing. Kobe`s great and so is his team. It`s showtime baby. He sees nothing wrong with doing it four times baby. He`s the best. Don`t worry Lebron, you`ll get him next year. Now, what`s defense to an assassin killin instinct. MURDER THE BASEKT, then steal the ball back then hold it for ransom. It`s more than a game, this is a passion. He`s been an All-Star. He`s been a Champion. Free throw line, you hear them chanting 'MVP! MVP! A.K.A Kobe Bryant. Whoever it is, they can`t defend him.
- So there you have it, the over whelming answer was: KOBE BRYANT!

Goodbye.

No it`s not alright to pretend there`s nothing wrong. It`s the same old fight. It`s gone on way too long. You slam the door, so I scream at you. But i`m ignored. Got me thinking what`s the use? It`s true. It`s to late for me and you. Now it`s time that we admit it. Gotta say that this is finished. Tried to make it work, but we just made it worse. We took it way to fast, we couldn`t make it last. We were done before it even started. Now we`ll both end up bruised and broken hearted. Tried to take is slow, but we just lost control. We gotta face the facts and say our last goodbye. So I`m heading home. You probably saw me leave when you texted my phone saying 'don`t you still love me?'. You`ll never change. I can`t say no. But we need a break, and you`re making it so tough to give you up. You know i`ll never get enough. He said love`s the answer. But it`s never free. I said love`s a cancer, because it`s killing me.

Miles from where you are.

I find the map and draw a straight line. Over rivers, farms, and state lines. The distance from here to where you`d be, it`s only finger-lengths that I see. I touch the place where i`d find your face. My fingers in creases of distant dark places. Your words in my memory, are like music to me. I`m miles from where you are. I lay down on the cold ground. And I, I pray that something picks me up and sets me down in your arms. After I`ve traveled so far, we`d share each other like an island. Until exhausted, close our eyelids. And dreaming, pick up from the last place we left off. Your soft skin is weeping, a joy you can`t keep in. I`m miles from where you are. I lay down on the cold ground. I pray that something picks me up and sets me down in your warm amrs..

Give me another chance.

Baby, what are we becoming? It feels like we`re always running. Rolling through the motions everyday. I could lean in to hold you, or act like i don`t even know you. Seems like you could care less either way. What happened to that boy i used to know? I just want us back to the way we were before. Do i turn you on at all when i kiss you baby? Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy? Do i have your love? Am i still enough? tell me, don`t i, or tell me, do i, baby, give you everything that you ever wanted? Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely? Do i just need to give up and get on with my life? Baby, Do I? Remember when we didn`t have nothing, but a perfect simple kind of loving? Baby, those sure were the days. There was a time our love ran wild and free. But now i`m second guessing everything i see! Baby, do i still give you what you need? Still take your breath away? Light up the spark way down deep? Baby, do i?

my hope.

Times are hard, Times have changed, don`t you say? But i keep holding on to you. It`s hard to keep the faith alive day to day. Leaning on the strength i`ve found in you. You`re the hope of all the earth. You are my strength. you`re everything, everything i need. You are my hope, you are my life. Carry on and i sing you love. and i love you now. all the times i start to sink, you come and rescue me.
- you are my hope

so sorry.

All this time I was waisting hoping you would come around. I`ve been giving out chances everytime, and all you do is let me down. And it`s taken me this long, baby but i`ve figured you out. And you`re thinking we will be fine again but not this time around. Don`t call me anymore, because I won`t pick up the phone. This is the last straw. I don`t want to hurt no more. You say that you`re sorry. But I don`t believe you baby like I did before. You`re looking so innocent. I might believe you if I didn`t know. Could`ve loved you all my life if you haven`t left me waiting in the cold. You`ve got your share of secrets, i`m sick of being the last to know! Now your asking me to listen, because it worked each time before. You had me falling for you honey. And it never would`ve gone away. You used to shine so bright, but I watched all of it fade. So you don't have to call no more, because I wont`t pick up the phone. This is the last straw. There`s nothing left to beg for. You can tell me that you`re sorry, but baby I won`t believe you this time

Just a dream

i was thinkin 'bout him, thinkin 'bout me. thinkin 'bout us, what we gonna be. open my eyes, it was only just a dream. so i travel back, down that road. will he come back? no one knows. i realize, it was only just a dream. i was at the top and now it's like i'm at the basement. number one spot, and now he found his replacement. i swear now i can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby. and now you ain't around, baby i can't think. cuz i can still feel it in the air, see his gorgeous face. run my fingers through his hair. my lover, my life. he left me, i'm tied. cuz i knew that it just ain't right. i swear i see his face at every turn, tryin to get my usher on but i can't let it burn. and i just hope he will notice he's the only one i yearn for, oh i miss him when will i learn? hey, he was so easy to love. but wait, i guess that love wasn't enough. i'm goin through it everytime that i'm alone. and now i'm missin, wishin he'd pick up the phone. but he made a decision that he wanted to move on, cuz i was wrong. if you ever loved somebody put your hands up, and now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything. i was thinkin 'bout him, thinkin 'bout me. thinkin 'bout us, what we gonna be. open my eyes, it was only just a dream. so i travel back, down that road. will he come back? no one knows.

- i realize, it was only just a dream.