Sunday, October 24, 2010

I don't wan to have to see you happy. i can't even bare to see you smile. now-a-days i can't look in your eyes andd... well, i can but it takes a while. does it show? told a lot of white lies to hide it all. but they're beginning to breake me down, though i promise it's over now. i'm gone. i don't blame you at all. cause' after all of the things that you did for me, got beaten by temptation. you're better off alone. i don't want you to see, the truth in me. i'm gone. i tried my best to keep it all tegether. tryna take it back to where we were. never been to good at keeping secrets, i'll give you reasons but for what its worth, lemme go.. what the hell would make you look at me the same? used to say 'we're unbrakeable'. but i just went and changed it all. see if i told you, could you live with that? i couldn't live with that. i'd rather give you no excuses at all. you gave me everything and honestly it's every fault of mine. to beg you for forgiveness just seems wrong. see, leaving you is one thing. but you've got to realize: somethings are best unspoken. so please don't ask me why. beacause i'm gone..
Don`t hang up, can`t we talk? So confused it`s like I`m lost. What went wrong? What made you go? Don`t pretend like you don't know. This is me, I`m unchangeable. When did we fall apart? Or did you lie from the start, when you said, it`s only you? I was blind, such a fool, thinking we were unbreakable. It was you and me, against the world. And you promised me forever more. Was it something I said? Was it something I did? Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful. I`ve been told what`s done is done. To let it go and carry on. Deep inside I know that`s true. I`m stuck in time, stuck on you. We were still untouchable. Wake up, cause I`m only dreaming. Get out of my head. Because we`re much better altogether. It was you and me, against the world. And you promised me forever. Was it something I said? Was it something I did? Cause i gotta know what made me unbeautiful...

why you gotta lie?

Any other day i would call you and you would say, "baby how`s your day?" but today it isn't the same. every other word is 'uh huh, yeah okay'. could it be that you are at the house with another lady? if you took it there, first of all, let me say, i'm not the one to sit around and be played. so prove yourself to me, i'm the girl that you claim. why don't you say the things that you said to me yesterday? i know you think i'm assuming things. something's going down that's the way it seems. shouldn't be the reason why you're acting strange if nobody's holding you back from me. cause i know how you usually do. when you say everything to me. why can't you just tell the truth? if somebody's there then tell me who. if no one is around, say 'baby i love you' you are acting kinda shady, ain't callin me baby. why the sudden change? what's up with this? tell the truth, who are you with? how would you like it if i came over with my clique? don't try to change it now, saying you gotta bounce. when two seconds ago, you said you just got into the house. its hard to believe that you are at home by yourself when i just heard a voice. heard the voice of someone else. just this question, why do you feel you gotta lie? getting caught up in your game, when you can't even say my name?

he`s good, so good

mama you taught me to do the right things, so now you have to let your baby fly. you`ve given me everything that i will need to make it through this crazy thing called life. and i know you watch me grow up and always want what`s best for me. and i think i found the answer to your prayers. he is good, so good. he treats your little girl like a real man should. he is good, so good. he makes promises he keeps, no he`s never gonna leave. so don`t you worry about me. mama there`s no way you`ll ever lose me, and giving me away is not goodbye. as you watch me walk down to my future, i hope tears of joy are in your eyes. he is good, so good. he treats your little girl like a real man should. he`s never gonna leave, so don`t you worry about me.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Can`t Outrun You.

Ninety-five down the interstate. Mile high on a jet plane. Desert road or a downtown train. It`s all the same, I can`t outrun you. I can move to another town, and nobody to ask where you are now. No matter where I go, I can`t outrun you. You`re in my heart, you`re in my mind. Everywhere ahead, everywhere behind. Every turn I take, you`re right around the bend. It`s like your gohost is chasing me. When i`m awake, when i`m asleep. There`s a part of you in every part of me. And i can`t outrun you. Now i`ve had chances with a guy or two, but all i ever saw was you. Holding my hand, kissing my face. I guess some pictures never fade. I thought maybe there might just come a time where i wouldn`t regret telling you goodbye. But looking back, I shoulda realized that I can`t outrun you. .