I've been led on to think that we've been trying for too long. Every time we drift, we're forcing what is wrong. At last that voice is gone. Please take your time.  but you've got to know that i'm taking sight. oh, you look good with your patient face and wandering eye. don't hold this war inside. you left your home, your so far from everything you know. your big dream is crashing down and out your door. wake up and dream once more. come back when you can. let go, you'll understand. you've done nothing at all to make me love you any less. so come back when you can. come back, i'll help you stand. let go and hold my hand if all you wanted was me, i'd give you nothing less. .

so come back when you can.

Something in your eyes makes me wanna lose myself. Makes me want to lose myself in your arms. There's something in your voice that makes my heart beat fast. Hope this feeling lasts the rest of my life. If you knew how lonely my life has been and how long i've been so alone, and if you knew how i wanted someone to come along and change my life the way you've done. A window breaks, down a long, dark street. And a siren wails in the night. But i'm alright, because i have you here with me and i can almost see through the dark there is light. Well if you knew how much this moment means to me and how long i've waited for your touch. and if you knew how happy you are making me. I never though that i'd love anyone so much. It feels like home to me

                                        It feels like home to me.

broken- hearted girl

You`re everything i thought you never were, and nothing like i thought you could`ve been. But still you live inside me so tell me how is that? You`re the only one i wish i could forget. The only one i`d love to not forgive. And though you break my heart, you`re the only one. And though there are times when i hate you. Cause i can`t erase the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face. Even now while i hate you it pains me to say i know i`ll be there at the end of the day. Something that i feel i need to say, but up to now i`ve always been afraid that you would never come around. And still i put this out; you say you`ve got the most respect for me, but sometimes i feel you`re not deserving me. And still you`re in my heart. But you`re the only one, and yes there are times when i hate you. But don`t complain, cause i`ve been afraid that you would`ve walked away. oh but now i don`t hate you. I`m happy to say that i will be there at the end of the day. I don`t wanna be without you babe. I don`t want a broken heart. Don`t wanna take a breath without you babe. I don`t wanna play that part. I know that i love you, but just let me say i don`t want to love you in no kind of way. I don`t want a broken heart, and i don`t want to play the broken-hearted girl. Now i`m at a place i thought i`d never be. I`m living in a world that`s all about you and me. I don`t have to be afraid my broken heart is free. spread my wings and fly away with you.

the forgotten

"you were once the source of a pureness that can`t be defined, and now you curse the day. how can you leave your faith behind? just look at yourself do you like what you see, i want no more of you. watch me walk away. this is your last time you are forgotten, you let your dreams die. you are the forgotten. placed your ego above all, but misplaced your innocence. just look at yourself do you like what you see, i want no more of you. watch me walk away. what you have given up will never return again. now you`re dead inside, i hope it was worth the cost. now you`re buried alive.

this is the last time you are forgotten
you let your dreams die you are the forgotten"

promise yourself

Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. To talk health, happiness and prosperity to every person you meet. To make all your friends feel that there is something in them. To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. To think only of the best, to work only for the best and expect only the best. To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature you meet a smile. To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear and too happy to permit the presence of trouble

letting go

have you ever reminisced on something in the past, thinking of every possible way you could have changed it, made it last, made it work? you spend your days waking up, thinking about it, going through your day thinking about it - hoping and praying it will come back - nothing lasts forever. we go through our lives thinking about yesterday and not today. you`re in denial, heartache and regretting. we`re young, we`re reckless and we`re alive. we make mistakes, we lose people we love and that`s just the way life works. letting go isn`t being weak or giving up..
letting go is growing up.

take over control

let`s go take a ride in your car, i will take the passenger seat. baby we don`t have to go far, unless you want to show. be a lovely place out of town, where you feel most steady. well you are the one that i like, always will be time to let you know. know when you feel when you take hold. one single touch from you i`m gone, still got the rush when i`m alone. i think it`s time i let you know, take over me i will be flout. you set me free my body`s yours, it feels the best when you`re involved. i want you to take over control. plug it in and turn me on. baby, baby can`t you see that i`m giving all of me. so it`s up to you now, we could let them pass away. only can excuse to play, but it`s up to you now. just wanna fulfill your needs, that`s why you taking over me. so what do you want now? take a picture, make a show. cause nobody yes and no, all the ways that we get down. i want you to take over control.

i don't knw waht to say

i don`t really know what to do or say.. part of me feels like i shouldn`t say anything. but then there`s this other part of me, a much bigger part, a part of me that keeps saying i don`t want to walk away. i know at this point you may have already made up your mind. that it`s me who`s walking away, and i understand you might feel you need to protect yourself. and that you don`t want to feel hurt. i understand that and respect your feelings, i just wanted you to know that i`m sorry i gave up on this, and i`ll miss you.

Something you forgot

i`ve been lonely, i`ve been waiting for you. i`m pretending, and that`s all i can do. the love i`m sendin ain`t makin it through to your heart. i hope you hear me. pain, since i`ve lost you i`m lost too. feelin like i`m at the bottom like a horse shoe. sorry for the trouble that i put you and your heart through, god knows that i`d do anything for a part two. or to be prayin for the day you come back to me, sayin that you forgive me. give me another chance, i`m needin it like a kidney. i don`t wanna advance, give me back his hands, give me back his touch. i don`t ask for much. but i fucked up, i know i fucked up, i admit i fucked up, but everybody fuck up. now some other chick lucked up. i was his down chick, he was my soldier, he was my shoulder. you were the pistol to my holster. you`ve been hiding, never letting it show. always trying to keep it under control. you got it down, and you`re well on your way to the top, but there`s somethin that you forgot. you forgot about the house, you forgot about the ring. i remember everything, i just wanna hear you again. i remember the love right after the fights, you can`t tell me you don`t remember those nights. and if i would cry then you would cry twice, to me you are the brightest star under sunlight. see take away my title, take away my stripes. you give me back my boy and you give me back my life.. give me back my boy and you give me back my life. see this is just a nightmare so i blink twice, open up my eyes hopin` he`d be in my sight. i remember the time, i wish i could bring it back. i was such a sinner, but the lord is a forgiver. you know they say if you pray, than you can get your blessings ordered and delivered. my momma asked about you, my partners did too. i know whoever you`re with will think your just as amazing as i do. and i know you probably wish you never met me, and i just wish you never forget me. and let me say, please don`t worry `bout the men i have been with. no engagement can amount to your friendship. and i hope this girl know she got a king, and all i can do is dream.. damn.

Let's say we're sorry

let`s say we`re sorry before it`s too late, give forgiveness a chance. turn the anger into water, let it slip through our hands. we all bleed red, we all taste rain, all fall down, lose our way. we all say words we regret, we all cry tears, we all bleed red. if we`re fighting we`re both losing, we`re just wasting our time. because my scars, they are your scars. and your world is mine. sometimes we`re strong, sometimes we`re weak, sometimes we`re hurt and it cuts deep. we live this life breath to breath, we`re all the same. let`s say we`re sorry, before it`s too late..

Scary

a lot of things scare me. but if we`re being honest here, you scare me the most. i`m scared you won`t come back. i`m scared you`ll see my pathetic attempt to move on and be happy as something real. i`m scared you`ll see me faking it and think it`s true. i`m scared to smile in case you think, for some reason, that it means i`m okay without you. because i`m not okay. i`m not okay when i`m smiling, i`m not okay when i`m failing at forgetting you, and i`m especially not okay at night, when no one`s around, when i listen to our favorite songs, and i think about how you`re the only thing that ever made me close to any form of the word "okay".

The Forgotten

you were once the source of a pureness that can`t be defined, and now you curse the day. how can you leave your faith behind? just look at yourself do you like what you see, i want no more of you. watch me walk away. this is your last time you are forgotten, you let your dreams die. you are the forgotten. placed your ego above all, but misplaced your innocence. just look at yourself do you like what you see, i want no more of you. watch me walk away. what you have given up will never return again. now you`re dead inside, i hope it was worth the cost. now you`re buried alive.

this is the last time you are forgotten
you let your dreams die you are the forgotten

Promise Yourself.

Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. To talk health, happiness and prosperity to every person you meet. To make all your friends feel that there is something in them. To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. To think only of the best, to work only for the best and expect only the best. To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature you meet a smile. To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

wondering

I lay awake at night and wonder how you are. Why you didn't text back. If you're still awake. If I should have just texted you. When you'll call again. When I will hear your voice next. I just want to tell you I love you. And I don't know why but when I do, I feel better and when you tell me you love me, it makes my night an I think this might just be because I'm falling for you. But I don't know what to do about it. So, I'll just stay quiet and wait for my next chance to tell you how much i love yo and hope you reply 'I love you too.' Because it makes... It makes my heart flutter, to be honest.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? it makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole suit of armor. So that nothing can hurt you. Then one stupid person. No different from any other stupid person. Wonders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you, or smile at you. and then your life isn't your life anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying alone in the darkness. So a simle phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in imagination. Not just in mind. It' a sould hurt. A real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.. I hate love.

Six Billion

At this moment there is 6,470,818,617 people in the

world. some are running scared. some are coming

home. Some tell lies to make it though the day.

Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil

men at war with good, and some are good strugglng

with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion

souls. And sometimes, all you need is one. 

broken.

It`s been a year and a half since you turned and walked away. Baby, you were foolish. You were wrong. You should have made it better. You broke the promise you made cause you were jelous and afraid. Baby, I was rising and you let me down. We should`ve stood together. So I cracked and called you today and my tears froze on my face. You said we were over, you were so cold. We should`ve been forever. Now I can`t breathe if i`m not breathing with you. I can`t sleep if all i'm dreamin about is you. Can`t you see? I`ve got no air without you. I can`t breathe. We could have had everything, but all we got is heartache and pain. I can`t catch my breath, it`s getting harder to speak. You should be proud of me, but you`re too insecure and too vain. We should have been forever. I wanted you forever..

Why couldn`t you just be a man? Why couldn`t you just understand? All I wanted to do ws hold your hand.

 

When he breaks your heart. He feels nothing. He moves on quickly.. Like nothing happened. You feel as if a piece of you is missing. You can't eat, you can't sleep. All you do is thinkabout him. Wondering if he's thinking of you. Wondering if he ever misses you. You're deressed for weeks, months, sometimes longer. But than you realize what's important in life. And you decide that you need too worry about yourself. You soon move on... And he's stuck watching you smile. And realizes.. He messed up

He'll regret everything.

time of your life.

you're only a teenager. you're not yet married, so go witht he flow, laugh tons, use manners, and try something new. will you just kiss him already? trust your feelings, spend your cash, introduce yourself, take a chance, study hard, seek happiness, and regret nothing. don't laugh at peoples drams, make a wish on 11:11, challenge yourself, take pictures and appreciate the memories. you should make time to dance in your underwear, and learn from the past. play dress up and then take all your clothes off. have the time of your life.

hah

a nigger will brag about shit a normal man is supposed to do. a nigger will brag about some shit like, 'i take care of my own kids.' you`re supposed to, you dumb mother fucker!! what kind of ignorant shit is that? 'i ain`t neva been to jail' what the fuck, you want a cookie? you`re not supposed to go to jail, you low expectation mother fucker!!

nothing short of amazing.

Everything about you is so incredibly wondful.

Don`t ever doubt for one second that you`re anything short of amazing.

Keep your chin up,

you have a beautiful smile that always brightens someone`s day.

Everything will be okay,

i know it will. 

realized.

I realized something

I need you, I trust you,

I admire you, I want you.

And you can be wrong a lot of the time,

and we figt and get mad at each other,

but nothing, nothing

in this world can change the fact hat

i love you.

to love

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering, one must not love. But then, one suffers from not lovng. Therefore, to love is to sufer; not to love is to suffer; to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is top love. To be happy, then, is to sufer, but uffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be happy, one must loveor love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness.

okay??

The fact that you don`t want me anymoer was apparent. It was blatantly staring at my face, as if it has been waiting for me to take it in. But whatreally hurt was the fact that it seems as if I don`t even deserve an explanation from you. A simple reason why you don`t need me anymore, or a head`s up - something like "Hey, look out, I`m going to break your heart into a trillion pieces, okay?"

Not even a single word.

if only..

and i'm sitting here watching you flash that crooked smile of yours and on the outside, i'm trying to keep my cool but on the inside, i'm melting. and i'm thinking that if you would just open your eyes, you would realize that i've been sitting here, waiting for you for what seems like forever. if you would just open your eyes, you would realize that you're the one who truly has my heart, the only one that has the capability to make my day with a single glance. and if you could just read my mind, i'd think that we should be together, not for the sake of being together but because i believe that we were broought into this world for one sole purpose: to find each other. i'd think that i would look perfect with my head laying on your chest, listening to the tender beating of your fragile heart while you and i would count the stars in the faded night. we would talk about forever and i would shisper in your ear that i've been waiting for this moment my entire life and that i felt hopeless and lonely before i met you. and you would just smile and sigh and i'd quietly listen to the pace of your heartbeat throbbing faster and faster and it melted me because i knew that you felt the same way. everything would be perfect, just perfect. but if only you would just open your eyes..

ffucking beautiful

Look at you. You`re young and you`re scared. Why are you scared? Stop being paralyzed! Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you wat. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to. Play it loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget you have your school in the morning. Stop waiting for friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets. This life is yours.

truth.

You want the truth? well, here it is...
Eventually, you forget it all. First you forget everything you learned - the dates of wars and pythagorean theorem. You especially forget everything you iddn't really learn, but just memoriezed the night before. You forget the names of all but one or two of your favorite teachers, and eventually you forget those too. You forget your junior year class schedual and where you used to sit and your best friend`s home phone number and the lyrics to that song you must have played a million times. And eventually, but slowly, you forget your humiliations - even the ones that seemed indelible, just fade away. You forget who was cool and who was not, who was pretty,smart, athletic, and not. Who went to a good college. Who threw the best parties. Who had the most friends. You forget all of them. Een the ones you said you loved, and the ones you actually did. They`re the last to go. And then once you`ve forgotten enough, you love someone else.

breaking upp.

Hardest

Part of breaking up

• Changing 'baby/babe' to their actual name
• Going from 'in a relationship' to 'single' on facebook
• No more 'i miss you/ i love you' messages
• No more being intimate
• Remembering the 'memories' when you have to let go fo the feelings.
• Thinking 'what if'
• Seeing them with 'someone else'

regret..

When he breaks your heart, he feels nothing. He moves on quickly... like nothing happened. You feel as if a piece of you is missing. You can`t eat, you can`t sleep. All you do is think about him. Wondering if he`s thinking of you. Wondering if he ever misses you. You`re depressed for weeks, months, sometimes longer. But than you realize what`s important in life. And you decide that you need to worry about yourself. You soon move on... And he`s stuck watching you smile. And realizes... He messed up. He`ll regret everything..

you are simply amazing

Everything about you is so incredibly wonderful. Don`t ever doubt for one second that you`re anything short of amazing. Keep your chine up. You have a beautiful smile that always brightens someone`s day. Everything will be okay. I know it will <3

live it up..

This is your life. Do what you love, and do it often. If you don't like your job quit. If you don't have enough time, stop watching t.v. If you are looking for the love of your life, stop. They will be waiting for you when you start doing things you love. Stop over analyzing. All emotions are beautiful. When you eat, appreciate. Life is simple. Every last bite. Open your mind, arms, and heart to new things and people, we are united in our differences. Ask thenext person you see what their passion is, and share your inspiring dream with them. Travel often; Getting lost will help you find yourself. Some opportunities only come once, seize them. Life is about the people you meet, and the things you create with them. So go out and start creating. Life is short. Live your dream, and wear your passion.

little by little

Now don't you be afraid. We can always talk about it. No need to medicate. Cause I know you're strong without it. you got me through the days when I thought I couldn't face it. Let me count the ways. The love we had you can't replace it. Just hold on, I'm not that strong. There's a little piece of heaven rigth here where you are. The fact that you keep tryng is what sets you apart. Help me find the reason, and i'll help you find the way to get rid of all your pain. Little by little, day by day. Now, you're far away and i'm alone to cry about it. It's not a better place when you die and leave me here to stay. Hold on, I was never that strong

perfecttt.

Wait for the boy who pursues you.
The one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical;
the kind of boy who brings out teh best in you and
makes you want to be a better person.

Wait for the boy who will be your best friend;
the person who will drop everything to be with you at any time
of the day no matter what the circumstances.

Wait for the boy who makes you smile like no other boy
makes you smile, and when he smiles you know he needs you.

Wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world
when you are in sweats and have no makeup on, but
appreciates it when you get all dolled up for him.

And most of all, wait for the boy who will put you in the center
of his universe, because obviously he`s at the center of yours.

It may seem simple to say how I feel. It may seem simple to just say that I love you. But it is not as simple as that.
Every time I see you tow things happen. I want to hold you close in my embrace and whisper softly how I adore you. Gently coupling your face in my hands, and passionately kissing you.
Then I realize this will not happen, and I feel sorrow overwhelm my broken hear. And I can do nothing but cry my eyes red.
I will always love you. Even when you don`t love me

conquerr.

No matter what, once in your life, someone will hurt you.

That someone will take all that you are, and rip it into

pieces and they won`t even watch where the pieces land.

But through the breakdown, you`ll learn something about

yourself. You`ll learn that you`re strong. And no matter

how hard they destroy you, that you can conquer anyone.

Believe it or not, I`m yours.

Even though you`re not mine, I`m still yours.

     But..

I want to you to be mine. I want to be the girl that you think of everyday, the girl that makes you smile. I want your arms around me on cold nights, I want to be able to replay every kiss we`ve had until I fall asleep. I want you to play with my hair and give me butterflies when you whisper softly in my ear. I want you to see me on a bad day and still think how lucky you are to have me. And out of every single girl you`ve ever laughed with, talked to, thought of, looked at - I want to be the one you choose. I want to be the one you wouldn`t change the world , even every flaw.

Every thing I said there was what I want.

What I need?

What I need, and really need -

                   Is for you to love me. You give forever a meaning - And I`m happy to love you,

forever.