if only..

and i'm sitting here watching you flash that crooked smile of yours and on the outside, i'm trying to keep my cool but on the inside, i'm melting. and i'm thinking that if you would just open your eyes, you would realize that i've been sitting here, waiting for you for what seems like forever. if you would just open your eyes, you would realize that you're the one who truly has my heart, the only one that has the capability to make my day with a single glance. and if you could just read my mind, i'd think that we should be together, not for the sake of being together but because i believe that we were broought into this world for one sole purpose: to find each other. i'd think that i would look perfect with my head laying on your chest, listening to the tender beating of your fragile heart while you and i would count the stars in the faded night. we would talk about forever and i would shisper in your ear that i've been waiting for this moment my entire life and that i felt hopeless and lonely before i met you. and you would just smile and sigh and i'd quietly listen to the pace of your heartbeat throbbing faster and faster and it melted me because i knew that you felt the same way. everything would be perfect, just perfect. but if only you would just open your eyes..

ffucking beautiful

Look at you. You`re young and you`re scared. Why are you scared? Stop being paralyzed! Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you wat. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to. Play it loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget you have your school in the morning. Stop waiting for friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets. This life is yours.

truth.

You want the truth? well, here it is...
Eventually, you forget it all. First you forget everything you learned - the dates of wars and pythagorean theorem. You especially forget everything you iddn't really learn, but just memoriezed the night before. You forget the names of all but one or two of your favorite teachers, and eventually you forget those too. You forget your junior year class schedual and where you used to sit and your best friend`s home phone number and the lyrics to that song you must have played a million times. And eventually, but slowly, you forget your humiliations - even the ones that seemed indelible, just fade away. You forget who was cool and who was not, who was pretty,smart, athletic, and not. Who went to a good college. Who threw the best parties. Who had the most friends. You forget all of them. Een the ones you said you loved, and the ones you actually did. They`re the last to go. And then once you`ve forgotten enough, you love someone else.

breaking upp.

Hardest

Part of breaking up

• Changing 'baby/babe' to their actual name
• Going from 'in a relationship' to 'single' on facebook
• No more 'i miss you/ i love you' messages
• No more being intimate
• Remembering the 'memories' when you have to let go fo the feelings.
• Thinking 'what if'
• Seeing them with 'someone else'

regret..

When he breaks your heart, he feels nothing. He moves on quickly... like nothing happened. You feel as if a piece of you is missing. You can`t eat, you can`t sleep. All you do is think about him. Wondering if he`s thinking of you. Wondering if he ever misses you. You`re depressed for weeks, months, sometimes longer. But than you realize what`s important in life. And you decide that you need to worry about yourself. You soon move on... And he`s stuck watching you smile. And realizes... He messed up. He`ll regret everything..

you are simply amazing

Everything about you is so incredibly wonderful. Don`t ever doubt for one second that you`re anything short of amazing. Keep your chine up. You have a beautiful smile that always brightens someone`s day. Everything will be okay. I know it will <3

live it up..

This is your life. Do what you love, and do it often. If you don't like your job quit. If you don't have enough time, stop watching t.v. If you are looking for the love of your life, stop. They will be waiting for you when you start doing things you love. Stop over analyzing. All emotions are beautiful. When you eat, appreciate. Life is simple. Every last bite. Open your mind, arms, and heart to new things and people, we are united in our differences. Ask thenext person you see what their passion is, and share your inspiring dream with them. Travel often; Getting lost will help you find yourself. Some opportunities only come once, seize them. Life is about the people you meet, and the things you create with them. So go out and start creating. Life is short. Live your dream, and wear your passion.