You go to school for fucking 6 1/2 hours, constatly taking it up the ass (figuratively) from dickhead students and fucktard teachers. Then you go home, which SHOULD be time that doesn't involve learning shit you don't care about. But no, these bitch-ass teachers will not accept only 6 1/2 hours of torturing you. They crave more. So they unload a huge amount of this ass discharge they call homeowrk on you. It can range from a simple math worksheet with a joke you must fill in when you're done (no biggie) to a fucking ton of work containing bookwork, projects, unfinished classwork, studying for a test you know you're going to fail either way, and book reports on a book you didn't care to read. And these teachers are clever too. If you spent fucking hours on this shit and ended up going to sleep at 4 in the mothefucking morning, these assrammers won't even check the damn homework the next day. Oh, but if you forgot to note down the homework, did the wrong page, or just didn't give two shits about it and didn't do it, the assholes will ask you turn it in. All in all, school sucks, classwork sucks, teachers suck, students suck, and homework is the fucking scum of the earth.
I'm supposed to be doing my homeowrk right now, which is a research paper on a book i didn't have the time to read (assigned by old bitch goodman) and to study for a math test i'm probably going to bomb anyway (giving by fat slut Preston). Except i don't give two shits about it, so i'm writing a definition for Urban Dictionary. What? you think i should be doing my homework instead of writing this wordy definition that probably no one will read? well fuck you then, you can kiss my ass.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Wait for the boy your pursues you. The one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical. The kind of boy who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the boy who will be your best friend. The person who will drop everything to be with you at anytime of the day no matter what the circumstances. Wait for the boy who makes you smile like no other boy makes you smile, and when he smiles you know he needs you. Wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and have no make up on, but appreciates it when you get all dolled up for him. And most of all, wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his own universe, because obviously he`s at the center of yours.
mama you taught me to do the right things, so now you have to let your baby fly. you`ve given me everything that i will need to make it through this crazy thing called life. and i know you watch me grow up and always want what`s best for me. and i think i found the answer to your prayers. he is good, so good. he treats your little girl like a real man should. he is good, so good. he makes promises he keeps, no he`s never gonna leave. so don`t you worry about me. mama there`s no way you`ll ever lose me, and giving me away is not goodbye. as you watch me walk down to my future, i hope tears of joy are in your eyes. he is good, so good. he treats your little girl like a real man should. he`s never gonna leave, so don`t you worry about me
he ain`t never gunna leave that, you bitches best believe that.
i`m giving these hoes a dose of their own medicine, let em get a good taste of it. i`m sure you got our relationship memo by now. but in case you didn`t, it may take you bitches a while to catch on. better stick your nose to your forehead and staple it, stay out of our business. life`s too short to sit around wasting it, he`s taken so it`s best you quit. even though you chicks be hatin` on us, still he keeps me by his side. he ain`t never gunna leave that, you bitches best believe that
until my death.
Look at me, I`ve lost control of my life. I`ve been so lonely lately without you here. You were my best friend and companion. Now you`re no where near, and it`s killing me. Everything you do makes me fall in love with you. I fall a little harder each and every day. It hurts so bad to know what we had is gone. But no matter what, I`ll still treasure every letter you sent. I spent 10 months doing everything I could to keep you happy. You meant everything to me. I`ll always remember the countless times that we laid in bed. I`m in your arms and you sleeping by my side. I still think about that almost every night. Everything you do makes me fall more in love with you. From your laugh and smile to every little tear. I know that you have stopped crying and I`m so glad that you have moved on. But this heart still hasn`t set sail it appears. Look in my eyes and tell me a lie. Cause I`ve never been so sure of anything in my life. I told you that i love you once and I meant every word I said.
I will love you till the day that I am dead.
I`ve been led on to think that we`ve been trying for too long. Everytime we drift, we`re forcing what is wrong. At last that voice is gone. Please take your time. But you`ve got to know that I am taking sight. Oh, you look good with your patient face and wandering eye. Don`t hold this war inside. You left your home. You`re so far from everything you know. Your big dream is crashing down and out your door. Wake up and dream once more. Come back when you can. Let go, you`ll understand. You`ve done nothing at all to make me love you less. So come back when you can. Come back, I`ll help you stand. Let go and hold my hand. If all you want was me, I`d give you nothing less. So come back when you can.
Monday, December 27, 2010
1. What was the highlight of your week?
- Christmas Day!! :)
2. Whose car were you last in?
- Does a truck count? Because my sisters
3. When is thh next time you will kiss someone?
- Well i'm not sure when that will be, but i hope when he gets homee..
4. What color of shirt are you wearing?
- White.
5. How long is your hair?
- Just past the shoulders.
6. Are you good looking?
-I dont think i'm terrible looking.
7. Last movie you watched?
-Hmmm.. I can't remember what it is called. but its hilarious..
8. Who were you with?
- A lot of people. lol
9. Last thing you ate?
-Salad, Mashed Potatoes, and Ham
10. Last thing you drank?
-Wine and Cream Soda mixed together.
11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
- A while ago.
12. Who came over last?
- Curtis and Kevin.
13. Are you happy right now?
- Kinda. In a wierd mood I guess.
14. What did you last say?
- Well i'm talking right now.
15. Where is your phone?
- Talking on it right now.
16. What color are your eyes?
-BLUE eyed girl :)
17. Are you left-handed?
-No sir.
18. Spell your name without vowels:
- Well depends if they want to count y as a vowel if not : kl
19. Do you have pets?
- A kick ass dog named Rez :)
20. Favorite vacation?
-Alabama or Montana :)
21. What do you currently dislike?
- That I havent seen him in over a month right now and its killing me!!
22. What are you listening to?
- Chase and Tiffany
23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
-80 Million dollars ;) or are we being for real here?
24.What is your favorite scent?
-OMG too many to sayy
25. Who makes you happiest?
-Tsa my wifey of course.!
26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
-I believe trying to sleep?
27. When is your birthday?
- August 29th
28. Who has the same phone as you?
-Shaylee
29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
- Oh jeez, i have no idea.
30. Do you read your horoscope?
- Hells to the yeah, i made it come up on to my facebook everyday! ha
31. Where was the last place you bought something?
- Gas at the gas station
32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
- Greasy ass! haha good thing i'm getting it done tomorrow!
33. Do you bite your nails?
- Yes :/
34. Do you have expensive jewerly?
- Yes a necklace my grandparents gave to me for grad. and a ring my mom gave me for christmas :)
35. Myspace or Facebook?
-Facebook all the way babyyyy
35. How fast have you driven a car?
170 km/h
36. Have you ever smoked?
-Tried it, but its not for me
37. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
- Was, and Gym ahha
38. Do you have Verizon?
- Nope, Rogers.
39. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
- I'm not to sure on that one haha
40. Do you have any hidden talents?
- Well people say i should be a stand up camedian, does that count?
41. Favorite song?
-It ranges.
42. Do you like to sing at all?
-When i'm jaming out in my car, or in the shower haha.
43. Dream job?
- Idk, something that will make me a rich bitch.
44. Where does most of your family live?
- Cardston, and Montana. Mainly montana though.
45. Are you an odd child or do you have siblings?
- I have 2 other siblings brother and sister both older.
46. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
-Truthfully, Yes.
47. What was the first thing you though of when you woke up?
- Holy fuck am i ever tired.
48. Do you drink?
- Hells to the Yeah! it aint a party with out K-money there.
49. Know any other language?
- French and English :) ahha
50. Ever write a coded message?
- No? not that i know.
51. Have youe ever been IN a wedding?
-No sir
52. Do you have any children?
- Hell no.
53. Did you take a nap today?
- No, but shoulda. but then again i did sleep till 11:30 :/
54. Who has the same birthday as you?
- Michael Jackson... well did. haha
55. Ever meet someone famous?
- Well Trevor Panczak. He isn't that famous but he is a well known singer. and Toby Keith pointed at me before :))
56. Do you want to be famous one day?
- Yes, But i don't know if i will like the attention. i Just want the money. haha
57. Any Pet Peeves?
- Who doesn't have pet peeves? haha i have soo many.
58. Are you multitasking right now?
- I always multitask
59. Do you like Britany Spears?
- Fucking love the crazy bitch.
60. What is your least favorite chore?
-Vaccuming.
61. Last place you drove your car?
- to cardston.
62. Ever been out of the country?
- Yes ma'am
63. Where were you born?
-Cardston.
64. Could you handle being in the military?
- No, i don't think so :(
65. What is your average cell phone bill?
- Idk, my parents pay for it.
66. Who are you thinking about right now?
- well no one until you asked.
67. When was the last time you really laughed hard?
- Couple minutes ago, watching chase play wii. and always hitting tif with the tennis thing haha
68. How many pair of shoes do you own.
- Too many to even count.
69. Are your toes always painted?
- No.
70. How many piercings do you have?
- six.
71. What are you doing today?
- or do you mean did? i woke up, went to the mall drove to cardston went to normas ate super then came home and now on here.
72. Have you ever been gambling?
-yes
73. When is the last time you updated your page?
- What page?
74. Do you like rollercoasters?
-never really been on one, but i think i would like it.
75. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
- No, but i wanna go one day.
76. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
- Mickey mouse :)
77. Last thing you cooked?
- Cant really remember ha
78. How's the weather?
-Cold and windy :(
79. Do you e-mail?
- Only to my grandma and grandpa in alabama
80.What's the stupidest thing you have ever did with your cel phone?
- Drop it in the toilet hahaha
81. Last time you were sick?
- I am sick now :(
82. What states have you lived in?
- No states, just provinces and only alberta.
83. Do you wish you could move?
- Well i just moved to lethbridge, so not really no.
84. Do you take all the quizpox.com quizzes?
-naat.
85.What is your dream car?
-Does truck count? becauase it would be a dodge. single cab.
86. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
- Who hasn't?
87. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
- With him
88. Are you happy with your life right now?
- I'm pretty content
- Christmas Day!! :)
2. Whose car were you last in?
- Does a truck count? Because my sisters
3. When is thh next time you will kiss someone?
- Well i'm not sure when that will be, but i hope when he gets homee..
4. What color of shirt are you wearing?
- White.
5. How long is your hair?
- Just past the shoulders.
6. Are you good looking?
-I dont think i'm terrible looking.
7. Last movie you watched?
-Hmmm.. I can't remember what it is called. but its hilarious..
8. Who were you with?
- A lot of people. lol
9. Last thing you ate?
-Salad, Mashed Potatoes, and Ham
10. Last thing you drank?
-Wine and Cream Soda mixed together.
11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
- A while ago.
12. Who came over last?
- Curtis and Kevin.
13. Are you happy right now?
- Kinda. In a wierd mood I guess.
14. What did you last say?
- Well i'm talking right now.
15. Where is your phone?
- Talking on it right now.
16. What color are your eyes?
-BLUE eyed girl :)
17. Are you left-handed?
-No sir.
18. Spell your name without vowels:
- Well depends if they want to count y as a vowel if not : kl
19. Do you have pets?
- A kick ass dog named Rez :)
20. Favorite vacation?
-Alabama or Montana :)
21. What do you currently dislike?
- That I havent seen him in over a month right now and its killing me!!
22. What are you listening to?
- Chase and Tiffany
23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
-80 Million dollars ;) or are we being for real here?
24.What is your favorite scent?
-OMG too many to sayy
25. Who makes you happiest?
-Tsa my wifey of course.!
26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
-I believe trying to sleep?
27. When is your birthday?
- August 29th
28. Who has the same phone as you?
-Shaylee
29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
- Oh jeez, i have no idea.
30. Do you read your horoscope?
- Hells to the yeah, i made it come up on to my facebook everyday! ha
31. Where was the last place you bought something?
- Gas at the gas station
32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
- Greasy ass! haha good thing i'm getting it done tomorrow!
33. Do you bite your nails?
- Yes :/
34. Do you have expensive jewerly?
- Yes a necklace my grandparents gave to me for grad. and a ring my mom gave me for christmas :)
35. Myspace or Facebook?
-Facebook all the way babyyyy
35. How fast have you driven a car?
170 km/h
36. Have you ever smoked?
-Tried it, but its not for me
37. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
- Was, and Gym ahha
38. Do you have Verizon?
- Nope, Rogers.
39. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
- I'm not to sure on that one haha
40. Do you have any hidden talents?
- Well people say i should be a stand up camedian, does that count?
41. Favorite song?
-It ranges.
42. Do you like to sing at all?
-When i'm jaming out in my car, or in the shower haha.
43. Dream job?
- Idk, something that will make me a rich bitch.
44. Where does most of your family live?
- Cardston, and Montana. Mainly montana though.
45. Are you an odd child or do you have siblings?
- I have 2 other siblings brother and sister both older.
46. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
-Truthfully, Yes.
47. What was the first thing you though of when you woke up?
- Holy fuck am i ever tired.
48. Do you drink?
- Hells to the Yeah! it aint a party with out K-money there.
49. Know any other language?
- French and English :) ahha
50. Ever write a coded message?
- No? not that i know.
51. Have youe ever been IN a wedding?
-No sir
52. Do you have any children?
- Hell no.
53. Did you take a nap today?
- No, but shoulda. but then again i did sleep till 11:30 :/
54. Who has the same birthday as you?
- Michael Jackson... well did. haha
55. Ever meet someone famous?
- Well Trevor Panczak. He isn't that famous but he is a well known singer. and Toby Keith pointed at me before :))
56. Do you want to be famous one day?
- Yes, But i don't know if i will like the attention. i Just want the money. haha
57. Any Pet Peeves?
- Who doesn't have pet peeves? haha i have soo many.
58. Are you multitasking right now?
- I always multitask
59. Do you like Britany Spears?
- Fucking love the crazy bitch.
60. What is your least favorite chore?
-Vaccuming.
61. Last place you drove your car?
- to cardston.
62. Ever been out of the country?
- Yes ma'am
63. Where were you born?
-Cardston.
64. Could you handle being in the military?
- No, i don't think so :(
65. What is your average cell phone bill?
- Idk, my parents pay for it.
66. Who are you thinking about right now?
- well no one until you asked.
67. When was the last time you really laughed hard?
- Couple minutes ago, watching chase play wii. and always hitting tif with the tennis thing haha
68. How many pair of shoes do you own.
- Too many to even count.
69. Are your toes always painted?
- No.
70. How many piercings do you have?
- six.
71. What are you doing today?
- or do you mean did? i woke up, went to the mall drove to cardston went to normas ate super then came home and now on here.
72. Have you ever been gambling?
-yes
73. When is the last time you updated your page?
- What page?
74. Do you like rollercoasters?
-never really been on one, but i think i would like it.
75. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
- No, but i wanna go one day.
76. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
- Mickey mouse :)
77. Last thing you cooked?
- Cant really remember ha
78. How's the weather?
-Cold and windy :(
79. Do you e-mail?
- Only to my grandma and grandpa in alabama
80.What's the stupidest thing you have ever did with your cel phone?
- Drop it in the toilet hahaha
81. Last time you were sick?
- I am sick now :(
82. What states have you lived in?
- No states, just provinces and only alberta.
83. Do you wish you could move?
- Well i just moved to lethbridge, so not really no.
84. Do you take all the quizpox.com quizzes?
-naat.
85.What is your dream car?
-Does truck count? becauase it would be a dodge. single cab.
86. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
- Who hasn't?
87. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
- With him
88. Are you happy with your life right now?
- I'm pretty content
I follow my heart but every time i do it gets me lost and left in the dark. but i think its clear this time, i guess we`re just not compatible. you pick me up and let me down. you give me nothing to fall on. damn, i wish cupid`s arrow never hit. never went through me. wish we never crossed the line. with i never gave you this booty. that ain`t about no other, back to friends then lovers. lets just call this what it is babe. never thought i would say we were a beautiful mistake. can`t say it no other way we were a beautiful mistake. damn i wish we could stay but we were just a beautiful mistake. boy you know i'm gonna miss you by my side but it is what it is. you followed your heart and it lead you to me, but in reality i don`t fit the part. we gave it a room but it flew outta control now. don`t get me wrong, what we had was good. i really thought we stood a chance. but that love quickly passed. there isn`t any use in fighting cuz it`s understood. we both know we tried it but it didn`t turn out good. don`t you see that we`re just a beautiful mistake? that`s what we are.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
You are absolutly beautiful, okay? I want you to know something. Please
You`re a teenager. You are far from perfect, yet beautiful. You`re going to fuck up. You`re going to change. You`re going to lose friends. You`re going to gain friends. You`re going to keep friends. You`re going to learn who your true friends are. You`re going to hate your parents. You`re going to have a days where you just want to lose yourself in your headphones. You`re gonna have days you want to scream until your head explodes. You`re gonna feel broken, you`re gunna feel dead. And then there are times you feel so alive. You are absolutely beautiful throughout ALL of this. Cutting yourself isn`t going to help any of it. I know you`ve heard it a million times. But take it from someone who knows what it`s like to just want to get home and pick up the blade and give yourself what you think you deserve. You don`t deserve that. No one does. The next time you want to cut, take the blade, and throw it out your window. Throw it in the trash. Just fucking laugh at it. Laugh at how up until now, that had controlled you. And tell it that enough is ENOUGH. That you`re better than it, and you`nre not going to let it control you anymore. Then go jam out to your favorite song.You don`t deserve to cut yourself, kill yourself, anything. You deserve to live. And even though being a teenager is seriously the biggest thing we all have to overcome, we can make it through these years with a smile. Just promise me you`ll try. Because you`re beautiful, and believe it or not, you ARE worth something. You`re worth the fucking world.
You`re a teenager. You are far from perfect, yet beautiful. You`re going to fuck up. You`re going to change. You`re going to lose friends. You`re going to gain friends. You`re going to keep friends. You`re going to learn who your true friends are. You`re going to hate your parents. You`re going to have a days where you just want to lose yourself in your headphones. You`re gonna have days you want to scream until your head explodes. You`re gonna feel broken, you`re gunna feel dead. And then there are times you feel so alive. You are absolutely beautiful throughout ALL of this. Cutting yourself isn`t going to help any of it. I know you`ve heard it a million times. But take it from someone who knows what it`s like to just want to get home and pick up the blade and give yourself what you think you deserve. You don`t deserve that. No one does. The next time you want to cut, take the blade, and throw it out your window. Throw it in the trash. Just fucking laugh at it. Laugh at how up until now, that had controlled you. And tell it that enough is ENOUGH. That you`re better than it, and you`nre not going to let it control you anymore. Then go jam out to your favorite song.You don`t deserve to cut yourself, kill yourself, anything. You deserve to live. And even though being a teenager is seriously the biggest thing we all have to overcome, we can make it through these years with a smile. Just promise me you`ll try. Because you`re beautiful, and believe it or not, you ARE worth something. You`re worth the fucking world.
Forever in my heart
Let the record reflect the records we set. Best foot forward with every step. And let`s push towards it, never regress. And let`s remember, if we ever get down, the places that we came from 'round. All the good times on the bad side of town. The upside of bad, flip it upside down. Came from the bottom but we up high now. Believe, and from this view we achieve. We look back at teh rules we recieved, and how we broke those, dismantle and rewrote those. And the ghost still alive in the photos. Sounds of summer, day and go wise. Cold wind blowing through a city on fire. Moments of thepast, came here to find you. Not to relive them, just to remind you. I`ll always remember, I hope you know. And let the evidence show, the future's so bright. It`s never been more, not like tonight. We walk into the glow, right into the light.The past all around us, the time of our life. The first love kisses, the broke heart disses. This is just like a first-class ticket. Back to the first written rap. The crumbled-up paper and the pen with no cap. The hand-me-down clothes and the unturned hat. The hookers on the corner and the kids selling crack. The needles in the yard where we used to play catch. Stories from theproject we could never go at. Or to, these are shades of my youth. Trails of a child, everything truth. Moments of the past, coming back to find us. Not to relieve them, just to remind us. Take me to that old familiar place. Take me to memories we won`t erase. Take me to all that we had, good and the bad. I`ll never forget you, I`ll never let you go. I`ll always remember, I hope you know. Everything cherished, remembered in my heart. So you will never perish, you will never part. I tell them all about you, drumming in the park, we put you in the ground, but I see you in the stars. Go and take a bow, a round of applause. The best that ever, always ready we are. Love always shines, that`s how I`ll find you. <3
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
I know that our love is over and there is no turning back. I know i`ve made some bad mistakes and i`ll have to live with that. And I guess what hurts the most is when you say you don`t recall even one good memory from when we had it all. It`s like they never happened those good times that we shared. But you and god and I know you were there. It breaks my heart to see you leave with nothing but regret. Why can`t you remember what I can`t forget? Yesterday meant something, at least it did to me. But I guess are past is just a ghost, that only I can see. I wish that you could face the truth about the love we once had. Look back on the years and say it wasn`t all that bad. It breaks my heart to see you leave with nothing but regret.
Why did you call me today with nothing new to say? You pretend like it`s just a hello, but you know waht it does to me to see your number on the phone. Now tell me, what do you want from me? Are you tring to bring back teh tears or just the memories? You keep taking me back, taking me back where i`ve already been. When we hang up it`s like i`m losing you again. Can`t you see? So tell me, what do you want from me? I get so tired of living like this. I don`t have time, neither do my friends, to stay up at night to pull me through, and find the things to keep my mind off of you. Did you call to say you`ve found someone and i`m a used-to-be. If you`ve moved on why does it fee like i`m losing you again? What do you want me to say? That i`m content? That i`m on the fence? That I wish you would have stayed?! Baby, what do you want from me? to come here and make love tonight because you`re feeling lonely. You keep taking me back to where i`ve already been. When we wake up and say goodbye it`s like i'm losing you again. Can`t you see what your doing to me. What do you want from me??!
Friday, December 17, 2010
not happening
We scream and shout and try to make it last. Though it didn`t work out, I don`t love you any less. My lover or friend, I won`t ever tell. Our secrets safe. An unspoken citadel. And in these broken times, well, it`s so easy to forget, so I sing to remind. Upon my shoulder you can rest. Cause I`ll always give you my best. A sidewalk`s path leads me to you. Though we don`t look back, we hold on to a truth. And in these broken times, I promise I will not forget though you`re not mine. Upon your shoulder I can rest. Cause you always give me your best. Like a promise kept, It`s like you never left. And though it`s been so long, I can`t ever seem to forget. All it takes is a song. And I could swear I hear your steps. Down the hall echoes a past that leaves an ache. It`s never left. Cause I gave you my best. Its like you never left.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
baby, don't go.
I shouldn`t have walked away. I would`ve stayed if you said we could`ve made everything ok. But we just threw the blame back and forth. We treated love like a sport. The final blow hit so low, i`m still on the ground. I couldn`t have prepared myself for this fall. Shattered in pieces curled on the floor. Super natural love conquers all. Remember we used to touch the sky? And lightning don`t strike the same place twice. When you and I said goodbye, I felt the angels cry. True love`s a give, and we let it drift. In a storm everynight i feel the angels cry. Come on babe, can`t our love be revived? Bring it back and we are going to make it right. I`m on the edge just trying to make it right. I thought we would be forever and always. You were serenity. You took away the bad days. You didn`t always treat me right, but that was ok. You would do something stupid, and I would still stay with you. But you can only go for so long doing the one you claim to love wrong efore too much is enough. You look up, find your love gone and... We were so good together. How come we could not weather this storm and just do better? Baby, why did we say goodbye? Baby, can`t you see that I`m missing you. Don`t allow love to lose. We gotta ride it through. I`m reaching for you. come back.
I don`t understand.
I don`t understand how you can smile all day long, but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change, but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you`d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn`t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same. How the popel who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it`s easier than working things out.
Toy Soldier
So I guess i fell in love with a toy soldier. He told me that our love would be marching on. He told me that our love was mighty strong. And I guess I believed you, because you were my baby. Why would I doubt you, when you said you loved me? But I didn't know you were the enemy. The only one who made me cry, is you. And the only one I had to fight, is you. And it was you who told me. He said, that I would never have to fight again. He said, that I would never have to cry again. He said he'd had been to the battle field, my heart is safe with him. All my trust I gave to him. So I guess i fell in love with a toy soldier. You told me you would take care of me, you lied. You told me that you were the best for me, you lied. Cause you came up empty. I feel like your trippin me. Everything you said you'd give me, you couln't give me. I let down my guard because you were my guard. But who protects me know? Cause I gave you my heart and you tore it apart. You let me down. I gave you all my love, you let me down.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Look at me - I know you hurt me and I hurt you, but I know what we once had was real. It isn`t there the fiery spark that kept us alive, it dimished into nothing. I want you to move on and never look back. Not at me, not at anything we had. I want you to move on to bigger and better things just like i`m going to as well. But if you find that your life isn`t quite right, find me. I`ll be waiting in the dark, waiting for you to light up my life once again.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Somewhere with you
If you`re going out with someone new, then i`m going out with someone too. I won`t feel sorry for me, i`m getting drunk. But i`d much rather be somewhere with you. Laughing loud on a carnival ride. Driving around on a Saturday night. You were always making fun of me. I won`s sit outside your house and wait for the lights to go out. Call up an ex to rescue me, climb in their bed. When i`d much rather sleep somewhere with you. Like we did on the beach last summer. When the rain came down and we took cover. Down in your car, out by the pier. You laid me and down and whispered in my ear, 'I hate my life, hold on to me. If you ever decide to leave then i`ll go. I`ll go... I can go out every night of the week. Can go home with anybody I meet. But it`s just temporary high because when I close my eyes, I`m somewhere with you.. Somewhere with you. If you ever see me out of town, and it looks like i`m burnign down, you won`t ask and I won`t say. But in my heart I`m always somewhere with you.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
so long..
you say you love me, well they feel like words to me. well this just isn`t working. stop thinking you can run me over. i`m drifting, i`m settling off to a foreign place. if i can`t see what`s in from of me, and it`s a mystery, well then apparently, things just aren`t the same and i`m ready for a change. Go on, begone, bye bye, so long. can`t you see that you`re fading away? i opened up my eyes, and i finally realized, today it`s to late. you`re fading away. put a sock in it. just stop running your mouth. got my mind made up, i`m not coming back again. i`m so fed up, boy you got me messed up. if you hit me back up, don`t press your luck today. i`m blowing you away. so you turned into a ghost right in front of my eyes. tell me what`s a girl to do when she`s crying inside? i`m about to go and say i`m jumping off this train. whether wrong or right, i`ll be gone by night...
Why do you make is so complicated?
Why is everything with you so complicated? Why do you make it hard to love? Oh I hate it. Cause if you really wanna be alone, I will throw my hands up cause baby I tried. But everyday with you is so complicated. Sometimes I get you. Sometimes I don`t understand. Sometimes I love you. Sometimes it`s you I can`t stand. Sometimes I want to hug you. Sometimes I wanna push you away. Most times I wanna kiss you. Other times punch you in the face. Every munute you start switching up and you say things like 'you don`t give a fuck' then I say 'I`m through with you'. Take my heart from you, and you come running after me and baby I`m back with you. Oh, you`re just not easy to love. Sometimes I catch you. Sometimes you get away. Sometimes I read you. Other times I`m like where are you on the page. Sometimes i feel like we will be together forever. But you`re so complicated my heart knows better. I going to stick around just a little while longer. Just to make sure that you`re really sure you like sleeping alone. Because if you really want to be alone, I`ll throw my hands up cause baby i tred. Everyday is so complicated. You`re not easy to love.
miles away.
Chest to chest. Nose to nose. palm to palm. We were always just that close. Wrist to wrist. Toe to toe. Lips that just felt like the inside of a rose. So how come when I reach out my fingers, it feels more than distance between us? In this California king bed we`re ten thousand miles apart. I bet California wishing on these stars of the heart for me. My California king. Eye to eye. Cheek to cheek. Side by side. You were sleeping next to me. Arm to arm. Dush to dawn. With the curtains drawn. A little last night on these sheets. And just when I felt like giving up on us, you turned around and gave me one last touch. That made everything feel better. And even then my eyes got better. So confused wanna ask if you love me. But i don`t wanna seem so weak.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
part II
On the first page of our story the future seemed so bright. Then this thing turned out so evil. I don`t know why i`m still surprised. Even angels have their wicked schemes, and you take that to new extremes. But you`ll always be my hero. Even though you`ve lost your mind. Just going to stand there and watch me burn? but that`s all right because I like teh way it hurts. Just going to stand there there and hear me cry? But that`s all right because i love the way you lie. Now there`s gravel in our voices. Glass is shattered from the fight. In this tug of war, you`ll alwas win. Even when i`m right, because you feed me fables from your hand. With violent words and empty threats. and it`s sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied. So maybe i`m a masochist. I try to run, but i don`t ever want to leave till the walls are going up in smoke with all our memories. This morning, I wake, a sunray hits my face. Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction. Hush baby, speak softly, tell me i`ll be sorry that you push me into the coffee table last night. So I can push you off me. Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me. I`ll run out the room and you`ll follow me like a lost puppy. You`ll say: Baby, without you, i`m nothing, i`m so lost, hug me. Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you`ll always love me. Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the destructive path that we`re on two psychopaths but we know that no matter how many knives we put in each other`s backs that we`ll always have each other`s backs, because we`re that lucky. Together, we move mountains, let`s not make mountains out of molehills. I hite you twice, yeah, who's counting? You have hit me three times, i`m starting to lose count. But toghether, we`ll live forever, we found the youth fountain. Our love is crazy, we`re nuts, but you refuse counsilling. You said this house is too huge, that if i move out you`ll burn all two thousand square feet of it to the ground, ain`t shit I can do about it.
Monday, November 8, 2010
fuck you
I don't think he understands the sacrifices i made. maybe if he had acted right i would have stayed. but i've already wasted half my time. i would have laid down and died for you. i no longer cry for you, no more pain. you took me for granted. took my heart and ran it straight into the planet, into the dirt. i can no longer stand it, now my respect, i demand it. im going to take control of this relationship. command it. and i'm going to be the boss of ou now goddammit. and what i mean is that, i will no longer let you control me. So you better hear me out, this much you owe me. I gave up m life for you. Totally devoted to you. why i've stayed. Failthful all the way. This is how i fucking get repaid? Look at how i get dressed, fucking baggy sweats. Go to work a mess. Always in a rush to get back to you. I haven't heard you yet. not even once say you appreciate me. I deserve respect. i've done my best to give you nothing less then perfectness and i know that if i end this, i'll no longer have nothing left. but you keep treating me like a staircase. It's time to fucking step. and i won't be coming back. so don't hold your fucking breathe. you know what you've done. no need to go in depth. i told you, you'd be sorry if i fucking left. I laughed while you wept. how does it feel now? yeah, funny ain't it. you neglected me. did me a favor. Let all my spirit free youu've said. got a special place for you in m heart that's i've kept. it's unfortunate but it's too late for the other side. caught in a chase. 25 to life. i feel like when i bend over backwards for you, all you do is laugh, cuz that ain't good enough. You expect me to fold myself in half till i snap. Don't think i'm loyal? Don't i give you enough of my time? you don't think so do you? jelous when i spend time with the boys. Why i'm with you still. man i don't know. but tonight i'm leaving you. go find someone else and make them famous, and take their freedom away like you did to me. treat them like you don't need them. and they aren't worthy of you. feed them the same shit that you made me eat. I'm moving on. Forget ou. oh now i'm special. i didn't feel special when i was with you. all i ever felt was this: helplessness. Imprisoned b a selfish bitch. chew me up and spit me out. i fell for this so man times. its ridiculous. and still i stick with this. i'm sick of this. but in my sickness and addiction. your addictive as they get. Evil as they come. Vindictive as they make them. My friends keep asking me why i can't just walk away from you. I'm addicted to the pain, the stress, the drama. I'm drawn to it. So i guess i'm a mess cursed and blessed. but this time i'm not changing my mind. I'm climbing out this abyss. Your screaming as i walk out that i'll be missed. but when you spoke of people who meant the most to you, you left me off your list. fuck you, i'm leaving you. my life sentence is served bitch.
can't breathe..
it feels so different being here, i was so used to being next to you. life for me is not the same, there's no one to talk to. i don't know wh i let it go too far, starting over it's to hard. seems like everywhere i try to go i keep thinking of you. I just had a wake up call wishing that i never let you fall. baby you are not to blame at all when i'm the one that pushed you away. maybe if ou knew i cared you would of never went nowhere. How do i breathe without you here by my side? how will i see when your love brought me to the light? where do i go when your hearts where i lay my head?. When you're not with me. how do i breathe? boy i'm losing my mind, yes i made a mistake. I thought that ou would be minde, guess the joke was on me. I miss you so bad i can't sleep. i wish i knew where you could be. another girl is replacing me, got this can't be happening!! i should've brought my love home. and baby i ain't perfect, you know. the grind has got a tight hold, come back to me. cause boy ou made it hard to breathe when you're not with me.
let it burnn..
I don`t understand why. See, it`s burning me to hold onto this. I know this is something i gotta do. But that don`t mean i want to. What i`m tring to say is that i love you, i just feel like this is coming to an end. And it`s better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you. I gotta let it burn. It`s going to burn for me to say this but it`s coming from the heart. It`s been a long time coming. But we fell apart. I reall want to work this out. But i don't think you`re going to change. I do, but you don`t. I think it`s best we go our separate ways. Tell me why i should stay in this relationship when i`m hurting baby? I ain`t happy baby. Plus there`s so many other things i gotta deal with. I think that you should let it burn. When our feeling ain`t the same and your bod don`t want to. but you know ou gotta let it go cuz the party ain`t jumpin like it used to. Even though this might ruin you. Gotta let it burn. Deep down you know it`s best for yourself, but you hate the thought of him being with someone else. You know that it`s over. We know that it`s through. Sending pages I ain`t supposed to. I have somebody here but i want you. Cause the feeling ain`t teh same by myself. Callin him your name. Guys tell me do you understand? Now all my girls do you feel my pain?. It`s the way i feel. I know i made a mistake, now it`s too late. I know he isn't coming back. What i gotta do now to get him back? I don`t know what i`m going to do without youu. You`ve been gone for too long. It`s been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours imma be burnin' till you return. I`m twisted cuz one side of me is telling me that i need to move on. On the other side i want to break down and cry
So many days, so many hours. I`m still burnin` till you return
So many days, so many hours. I`m still burnin` till you return
I still remember the look on your face. Lit through the darkness at 1:58. The words that you whispered for just us to know. You told me that you loved me. So why did you go away? I do recall now the smell of the rain, fresh on hte pavement. I ran off the plane that July 9th. The beat of your heart it jumps through your shirt. I can still feel your arms. And i'll just go sil on the floor. Wearing your clothes. All that I know is, I don't know how to be something you miss. Never thought we'd have a last kiss. Never imagined we'd end like this. Your name, forever the name on my lips. I do remember the swing in your step. The life of the party, you're showing off again. And I roll my eyes and then you pull me in. I'm not much for dancing but for you I did. Because I love your handshake meeting my father. I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets. How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something. There's not a day when I don't miss those rude interruptions. So I watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep. And I feel you froget me like I used to feel you breathe. And I keep up with our lold friends just to ask them how you are. Hope it's nice where you are. And I hope the sun shines, and it's a beautiful day. And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed. You can plan for a change in the weather and time, but I never planned on you changing your mind. Never thought we'd have a last kiss. Never imagined we'd end up like this. Your name, forever the name on my lips.
Monday, November 1, 2010
I`ll miss you most
I miss you when something really good happens because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me because you're the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because I know you are the one who made my laughter grow and my tears disappear I miss you all the time but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other, because those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life </3
My heart is a dancer beating like a disco drum
Feel the adrenaline moving under my skin. It`s an addiction, such an eruption. Sound is my remedy. Feeding me energy. Music is all I need. Baby I just wanna dance. I don`t really care, I just wanna dance. She`s a mean and crazy dita. Disco diva.. and you wonder: Who`s that chick? Too cold for you to keep her. Too hot for you to leave her. Back on the dancefloor. Bad enough to take me home. Base kicking so hard. Blazing through my beating heart. French kissing on the floor. Heart is beating hardcore. Everybody`s getting a little tipsy, on the crazy juice. This will und up in the news. Ultrasexual. The night has got me love sprong. I won`t stop until the sun is up. My heart is a dancer beating like a disco drum..
Sunday, October 24, 2010
I don't wan to have to see you happy. i can't even bare to see you smile. now-a-days i can't look in your eyes andd... well, i can but it takes a while. does it show? told a lot of white lies to hide it all. but they're beginning to breake me down, though i promise it's over now. i'm gone. i don't blame you at all. cause' after all of the things that you did for me, got beaten by temptation. you're better off alone. i don't want you to see, the truth in me. i'm gone. i tried my best to keep it all tegether. tryna take it back to where we were. never been to good at keeping secrets, i'll give you reasons but for what its worth, lemme go.. what the hell would make you look at me the same? used to say 'we're unbrakeable'. but i just went and changed it all. see if i told you, could you live with that? i couldn't live with that. i'd rather give you no excuses at all. you gave me everything and honestly it's every fault of mine. to beg you for forgiveness just seems wrong. see, leaving you is one thing. but you've got to realize: somethings are best unspoken. so please don't ask me why. beacause i'm gone..
Don`t hang up, can`t we talk? So confused it`s like I`m lost. What went wrong? What made you go? Don`t pretend like you don't know. This is me, I`m unchangeable. When did we fall apart? Or did you lie from the start, when you said, it`s only you? I was blind, such a fool, thinking we were unbreakable. It was you and me, against the world. And you promised me forever more. Was it something I said? Was it something I did? Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful. I`ve been told what`s done is done. To let it go and carry on. Deep inside I know that`s true. I`m stuck in time, stuck on you. We were still untouchable. Wake up, cause I`m only dreaming. Get out of my head. Because we`re much better altogether. It was you and me, against the world. And you promised me forever. Was it something I said? Was it something I did? Cause i gotta know what made me unbeautiful...
why you gotta lie?
Any other day i would call you and you would say, "baby how`s your day?" but today it isn't the same. every other word is 'uh huh, yeah okay'. could it be that you are at the house with another lady? if you took it there, first of all, let me say, i'm not the one to sit around and be played. so prove yourself to me, i'm the girl that you claim. why don't you say the things that you said to me yesterday? i know you think i'm assuming things. something's going down that's the way it seems. shouldn't be the reason why you're acting strange if nobody's holding you back from me. cause i know how you usually do. when you say everything to me. why can't you just tell the truth? if somebody's there then tell me who. if no one is around, say 'baby i love you' you are acting kinda shady, ain't callin me baby. why the sudden change? what's up with this? tell the truth, who are you with? how would you like it if i came over with my clique? don't try to change it now, saying you gotta bounce. when two seconds ago, you said you just got into the house. its hard to believe that you are at home by yourself when i just heard a voice. heard the voice of someone else. just this question, why do you feel you gotta lie? getting caught up in your game, when you can't even say my name?
he`s good, so good
mama you taught me to do the right things, so now you have to let your baby fly. you`ve given me everything that i will need to make it through this crazy thing called life. and i know you watch me grow up and always want what`s best for me. and i think i found the answer to your prayers. he is good, so good. he treats your little girl like a real man should. he is good, so good. he makes promises he keeps, no he`s never gonna leave. so don`t you worry about me. mama there`s no way you`ll ever lose me, and giving me away is not goodbye. as you watch me walk down to my future, i hope tears of joy are in your eyes. he is good, so good. he treats your little girl like a real man should. he`s never gonna leave, so don`t you worry about me.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Can`t Outrun You.
Ninety-five down the interstate. Mile high on a jet plane. Desert road or a downtown train. It`s all the same, I can`t outrun you. I can move to another town, and nobody to ask where you are now. No matter where I go, I can`t outrun you. You`re in my heart, you`re in my mind. Everywhere ahead, everywhere behind. Every turn I take, you`re right around the bend. It`s like your gohost is chasing me. When i`m awake, when i`m asleep. There`s a part of you in every part of me. And i can`t outrun you. Now i`ve had chances with a guy or two, but all i ever saw was you. Holding my hand, kissing my face. I guess some pictures never fade. I thought maybe there might just come a time where i wouldn`t regret telling you goodbye. But looking back, I shoulda realized that I can`t outrun you. .
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
picture perfect girl..
i`m just a girl, you`re just a boy. this is my heart, it`s not a toy. So what`s with you playing with my mind? we used to be cool, this used to be love. now it`s become something like a job. like it or not, maybe things were changing right before our eyes. i tried to be your picture perfect girl. but you were in your own fantasy. trying to control me like some kind of barbie. but that just isn`t me. because i`m not a doll. this isn`t a dollhouse. you`re way to old to be putting me down like this, and playing around like this. no, i could never be stuck living life like this behind these four walls. i`m not a doll. you called the shots right down to my shoes. i liked what you liked because you told me to. and i don`t think that you could even tell. i fell out of love but it never showed. i gave up on us so long ago. but you`ll never know. baby don`t pretend like you know me so well. i`ll never be made of plastic. so glad that my heart`s elastic. no matter what you do, i`ll bounce back off of you. cut me, but i`m not bleeding. i come with imperfections. epitome of perfection. if you can`t understand loveing the way i am, then you`re no good for me. So glad i kept my receipt.
you guys might not know this, but i consider myself a bit of a loner. i tend to think of myself as a one-man wolf pack. but when i met ash, i knew she was one of my own. and my wolf pack... it grew by one. so there... there were two of us in the wolf pack... i was alone first in the pack, and then asg joined in later. And six months ago, when ash introduced me to taylur and halie i thought, "wait a second, could it be?" and now i know for sure, i just added two more to my wolf pack. four of us wolves, running around the desert together, in Las Vegas, looking for strippers and cocaine. so tonight, i make a toast!
^halie ^kylee ashley^ taylur^
if you only knew, i`m hanging by a thread.
if you only knew, i`d sacrifice my beating heart before i lose you.
i still hold onto the letters you gave me.
i can`t sleep without you next to me, i toss and turn like the sea.
if i drown tonight bring me back to life, breathe your breath in me.
the only thing that i still believe in is in you, if you only knew.
if you only knew how many times i counted, all the words that went wrong.
if you only knew how i refuse to let you go, even when you`re gone.
i don`t regret any days i spent, the nights we shared, and the letters i sent.
if you only knew i still hold onto your letters, you help me live and learn.
the only thing that i still believe in is you, i still believe in you.
if you only knew, i`d sacrifice my beating heart before i lose you.
i still hold onto the letters you gave me.
i can`t sleep without you next to me, i toss and turn like the sea.
if i drown tonight bring me back to life, breathe your breath in me.
the only thing that i still believe in is in you, if you only knew.
if you only knew how many times i counted, all the words that went wrong.
if you only knew how i refuse to let you go, even when you`re gone.
i don`t regret any days i spent, the nights we shared, and the letters i sent.
if you only knew i still hold onto your letters, you help me live and learn.
the only thing that i still believe in is you, i still believe in you.
Amour
it isn`t easy being so in love with you, and not being able to spend every minute with you. there are times when i`d give anything just to be able to look into your eyes, or hold you even for a few more minutes. i always feel incomplete like a part of me is missing when we`re not together. so don`t forget that i love you, that i`m thinking of you, and that i`m counting every minute until we`re together again. once you love someone that bond can never be broken. no matter what happens you`ll always have a place for them in your heart. no matter what happens you`ll never forget them. people search their whole lives for love, and once you have it you do everything in your power to never let it go. so when i tell you i love you, i don`t say it out of habit or to make conversation. i say it to remind you that you`re the best thing that ever happened to me.
GNO
- "k on three! one.. two.." *opens* .. *quickly shuts* "DID I SAY 3!?"
- are you moising those?
- "that floor was really sticky.."
"sorry i just came, i told you he made me moise!"
- mr. potatoe chip
- "oo work it baby, awe yeahh.."
"what`s that hun?"
"ohh nothingg! you lookin good cookin those pancakes!"
"what are you doing?"
"..ohh just on facebook..."
- let`s stare! yeahh that`s right you drive away! i`ll bright you! that`s the only thing i can do, is bright them.
- my daddy said dont.. put things in my mouth.
- i look like kanye, but white!
- hide-n-go-penis
- are you moising those?
- "that floor was really sticky.."
"sorry i just came, i told you he made me moise!"
- mr. potatoe chip
- "oo work it baby, awe yeahh.."
"what`s that hun?"
"ohh nothingg! you lookin good cookin those pancakes!"
"what are you doing?"
"..ohh just on facebook..."
- let`s stare! yeahh that`s right you drive away! i`ll bright you! that`s the only thing i can do, is bright them.
- my daddy said dont.. put things in my mouth.
- i look like kanye, but white!
- hide-n-go-penis
when i look at you.
everybody needs inspiration, everybody needs a soul. a beautiful melody when the night`s so long, cause there`s no guarantee that this life is easy. when my world is falling apart, when there`s no light to break up the dark. that`s when i look at you. when the waves are flooding the shore and i can`t find my way home anymore, that`s when i look at you. when i look at you i see the truth, you love me for who i am. like the stars hold the moon, right there where they belong. you appear just like a dream to me, just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me. when the waves are flooding the shore, and i can`t find my way home anymore. that`s when i look at you
the best deception
i heard about your trip, i heard about your souveneirs. i heard about the cool breeze in the cool night, and the cool girls that you spent them with. i guess i should have heard of them from you. well don`t you see that the charade is over, and all the "best deceptions" and the "clever cover story" awards goto you. so kiss me hard, cuz this will be the last time that i`ll let you. you will be back someday, and this awkward kiss that tells of other people`s lips will be service to giving you away. i heard about your regrets, i heard that you were feeling sorry. i heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us. well i guess i should have heard of that from you. ignoring the phone, i`d rather say nothing. i`d rather you`d never hear my voice. you`re calling too late, too late to be gracious. you`re calling too late.
kisss and telll
listen to yourself, you`re a hot mess. stuttering through your words, breaking a sweat. what`s it gunna take to confess what we both know? you went outta town for a week and you were feeling like a pimp around your friends. now your party`s gunna end. you got a secret, you couldn`t keep it. somebody leaked it, and now some shit`s about to go down. never thought that you would be the one acting like a slut when you were gone. maybe you shouldn`t kiss and tell. you really should`ve kept it in your pants, hearing dirty stories from your friends. maybe you shouldn`t kiss and tell. you`re looking like a tool, not a baller. you`re acting like a chick so why bother? i can find someone way better. cuz on top of all the ways that you messed up, you weren`t smart enough to keep your mouth shut. i`m so sick of it, i`ve had enough
i got your back boy.
we were high and we were low, but i promise i will never let you go. i got your back boy, you know i got your back. keep it lookin good for ya, if you don`t already know; i got your back boy. it`s whatever you want, you don`t have to ask. your pleasure is my purpose, pleasure to be at your service. better days or for worse, i still got your back that`s forsure. no matter what may occur in life, everyday with you is like a plus. i`mma love you til` you say that`s enough. let us toast to the future, here`s to us. they wonder how we do what we do, stuck to your side like glue; be by your side whatever you`re gunna do. just wanna let you know that i appreciate everything you do for me on a day to day. and i know i don`t show you all the time, but i`m lucky that you`re mine. sure enough people hate on us, still i`m gunna keep you by my side. in whatever situation we`re gunna ride, that`s no lie. i know what i got with you and i won`t ever leave you,
all them boys best believe that
all them boys best believe that
i can`t breathe without you
i see your face in my mind as you drive away, cuz none of us expected it so fast this way. it`s killing me to see you go after all this time, i don`t know what to be without you around. and we know it`s never simple never easy, no one`s here to save me. you`re the only thing i know like the back of my hand. and i can`t breathe without you, but i have to. and we know it`s never simple never easy, i hope you know this isn`t easy for me.
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