part II

On the first page of our story the future seemed so bright. Then this thing turned out so evil. I don`t know why i`m still surprised. Even angels have their wicked schemes, and you take that to new extremes. But you`ll always be my hero. Even though you`ve lost your mind. Just going to stand there and watch me burn? but that`s all right because I like teh way it hurts. Just going to stand there there and hear me cry? But that`s all right because i love the way you lie. Now there`s gravel in our voices. Glass is shattered from the fight. In this tug of war, you`ll alwas win. Even when i`m right, because you feed me fables from your hand. With violent words and empty threats. and it`s sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied. So maybe i`m a masochist. I try to run, but i don`t ever want to leave till the walls are going up in smoke with all our memories. This morning, I wake, a sunray hits my face. Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction. Hush baby, speak softly, tell me i`ll be sorry that you push me into the coffee table last night. So I can push you off me. Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me. I`ll run out the room and you`ll follow me like a lost puppy. You`ll say: Baby, without you, i`m nothing, i`m so lost, hug me. Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you`ll always love me. Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the destructive path that we`re on two psychopaths but we know that no matter how many knives we put in each other`s backs that we`ll always have each other`s backs, because we`re that lucky. Together, we move mountains, let`s not make mountains out of molehills. I hite you twice, yeah, who's counting? You have hit me three times, i`m starting to lose count. But toghether, we`ll live forever, we found the youth fountain. Our love is crazy, we`re nuts, but you refuse counsilling. You said this house is too huge, that if i move out you`ll burn all two thousand square feet of it to the ground, ain`t shit I can do about it.